Gargling the red pill

[Mini-MeParticipant 5]

Hi! I feel privileged to be a member of this website. I have lived, as some have here, a horrible experience with 2 marriages, and echo the voice of agony and am a survivor amongst those that have been.

With that said, I took the purple pill of purgatory. I am in a relationship and have been since before being turned on to and armed with red pill literature. Maybe that makes me a want to be to everyone here. I have made a pact with myself this is the last relationship I will ever be in. I think my current is the closest to a NAWALT there could be. I might be in fairy tale land. I am skeptical.

Oh, my two marriages. I got married the first time at the age of 28 after over 6 years of dating. How I wish I knew the truth then. Between the ceremony and the reception she stated “I got you now!” I was dumbfounded. She was very deceptive. We have one child. She spent all of my money and put us into debt. We were married 8 years until I couldn’t stand it anymore. Getting taken to the cleaners was a much better option. $1400 alimony and $1000 CS later and I was a better man, so I thought. That was when I got into the relationship with the crazy of all crazies-a clinical psychologist with a masters degree working two jobs. Wow, thought I hit the jackpot. We got married, she quit her jobs and moved in. We lived on half my paycheck for three years because the other half was going to wife number 1. She never got work, and I find out she has this pill popping/alcohol problem. Oh, she didn’t divulge it? Sorry, we’re under contract. I cosigned for her student loans (post graduate doctorate). She didn’t work on it at all. She sat around for 4 years and drank/did drugs. I finally got away from her. It was a long and ugly road. I discovered shrinkformen in 2011. The first article I read was something to the tune of 13 ways to tell if you are with a crazy. ALL 13. It took me 2.5 years to get away from her.

So, here I am, 41, broke, and living with a girl in a house that isn’t mine.

I watch Sandman’s vids on youtube whenever I can. Well done! I like Stardusk’s masterpiece-that is good advice that should be given to all boys from day 1. I was happy to find out burntheender was back too. I support legalized prostitution and porn. I also support gay marriage. I believe that is the only chance to get divorce laws changed. I have a pretty consuming hobby. I also run a lot. I purposely and visibly veer wide whenever I meet a woman on the path. Makes me feel good…sometimes with a good wtf look.

MM

[KeymasterKeymaster]

We are privileged to have you! Thanks for joining and for leaving something for others to read! (If it’s OK, I noticed you uploaded a custom image so we made that your avatar. If you would rather change it, just delete or replace it anytime.)

Feel your attitude. I gave the last one a “for better or worse” approach and tolerated far too much more than I knew I should have just for the sake of “making it work”. And then I said F~~~ WORSE. It will be “better” or “EVEN better”. There will be no “worse”.

1. Respect my time and my property. No comments on my clothes, car, or flaking, or treating my time and attention like it’s free. Because it’s not. You break something you replace it. etc.

2. I gotta be having fun ALL the time. I can be a good friend if times are tough, but if Im not having fun, you are out or I will get myself out.

3. Be direct. I am not interested in being a mind reader.

Now, you’ll notice these are not asking anything from a woman than the absolute basics. Many will even nod and verbally agree! But it doesn’t take long for them to break all 3. It’s just a matter of time. Her “i got you know” is enough to take the honeymoon alone. That’s staggering. Maybe that’s why they sell wedding cake ornaments with bloodied grooms and evil brides LAUGHING at them.

I find it humorous (now) when a woman shames a man for not having a girlfriend (or wife). It’s much easier to get a girlfriend (or wife) than it is to get RID of her. For you it took 2.5 years. So I don’t know where they get off on pretending not having one is some kind of loss.

However low you lower the floor of expectation for a woman,
you can always count on her to fall below it.

Your story is devastating. Big respect and thanks for telling it. And Welcome.

If you keep doing what you've always done... you're gonna keep getting what you always got.

[Total LeeParticipant 1573]

She said “I got you now!” at your wedding? Jesus Christ.

[Mini-MeParticipant 5]

She still has me-the CS pays the rent, which she admits to. I am the proverbial human ATM machine. Cha-ching, cha-ching. Another quote she often used is “my money is my money, and your money is my money.”

That still rings true and it’ll never go away.

She is foreign, but I met, dated, and married her in the states. We had a child, whom I love, but I am quite sure now it was planned by her. Foreign doesn’t work guys. Do not give in to the hype-hot women wanting harmony in a home and to love a man unconditionally. BS! They’ll want to go home within 5 years-and a lot of times you sign a contract with their government to import them. You lose in every way. Watch the Stardusk masterpiece 100 times-memorize it if you have to.

Ugh…do not get married. It is a contract cooked up by a BP society in heavy favor of women. If it wasn’t, and it was the religious institution created for survival, the government wouldn’t even be involved in a dissolution.

[AposematicParticipant 2671]

veer wide whenever I meet a woman on the path

Nah, A MGTOW red piller stares straight ahead, and deviates for no-one.
making the XX an or their accompanying XY yield.

I walk 10-15 Km every day, and everyone gets the same treatment.

I talk to fellow men that I sense are red pill fellas, the XX I ignore.

Afinogyny.. from the Greek Afino {to abandon/ to set down/ to leave /to allow/ to let } + Gyny {Women} MGHOW’s philosophy to not engage women without “hating them”. Narcorca =Narcissistic Orca typically spouting to a bathroom mirror taking an arms length selfie ; Wallinate describes post wall females whose SMV is terminally negligible New Years resolution "To not make women happy" . Instadestitue: yet another Neologism for Men that cohabit with women that decide to pull the handle of intervention orders.

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