Former Beta – Man in Training

[taciousParticipant 3]

This time last year, I weighed nearly 300 pounds, and was the biggest beta I know. Been married for almost 5 years, and lucky enough to not have any kids. I’ve spent the last 4 years of my life working front desk at a mid-tier hotel, sitting on my ass, and answering to my wife while asking her permission to do anything, nothing new there. I treated my wife the best possible way I could, showed her more attention than an anyone deserves.

In February of this year, I found out that she had been texting a guy. Of course, that was all she ever did right, just texting? Absolutely, until I dug further. Found out it was the second guy that she has been texting, and bit by bit found other trash about her. She had phone sex with them, sent and received pictures, and also made a video with a dildo for the 2nd guy. This is all she admitted to. She swears up and down that she has not been physical with anyone, which I actually believe, because I can’t imagine her getting off her ass to do anything besides using the bathroom. I was one of the unlucky guys that had to be hit with a truck before learning AWALT.

After a few weeks of shock, I decided to plunge into a keto diet, so far I’ve lost 65 pounds, half-way to my goal of 175. After finding TRP on reddit, I’ve worked my way around, watched loads of videos, read several books, and I feel like I’m finally working towards being the man I want to be. So far, I am still married, but she knows she is only around for the tax incentives, and that the love she knew is gone. When I finally hit my goal weight, I will be joining the military, as it is where I feel my path leads.

I am finally a MGHOW, forged in fire, and ready for battle.

[MotivParticipant 441]

Welcome tacious and fair play on improving yourself for “yourself” retire for a short time and send her ass to work ,let her pay all the bills for a yr or two so you can build your man mind back up haha as funny as that sounds ive done it .. get your lazy ass to work bitch equal rights and all….

Cool story babe now go make me a sandwich

[RoyDalParticipant]

Welcome, I’m glad you made it! That Reddit forum is an eye-opener, isn’t it? I wish you every success in hitting your goal weight and starting a new career.

Society asks MGTOWs: Why are you not making more tax-slaves?

[LonerBonerParticipant 358]

Motiv wrote:

I will be joining the military, as it is where I feel my path leads.

Welcome brother in arms! I just signed on full time for the military in Sweden, F~~~ desk work and bitches! Go bad ass! Go be awsomesauce!

Keep clam i'm dyslexic.

[taciousParticipant 3]

Thanks for the welcome men.

If it makes you feel any better I read about a 12 year old who games women for kicks online.

Sounds about right, takes someone there mental age to get them hooked.

[FermatParticipant 3478]

Welcome sir. Good job knowing where you were at and where you want to be. Be aware this women will try to have sex with you when she sees you improving yourself and ignoring her. Don’t fall for that sh*t. It’s a trap to reel you back in. Never forget what she did and the ripple effect it will have on your relationship.

I have discovered a truly remarkable list of reasons why women are not necessary for a happy life, but alas this margin is too small to contain it.

[Anonymous 29]

tacious wrote:

She had phone sex with them, sent and received pictures, and also made a video with a dildo for the 2nd guy. This is all she admitted to.

Well she would wouldn’t she.

tacious wrote:

She swears up and down that she has not been physical with anyone, which I actually believe, because I can’t imagine her getting off her ass to do anything besides using the bathroom.

While you are still with her, you better have eyes in the back of your head and change all your credit/cards/ details and get ready to bail out as soon as practicable as your situation will only get worse. Can you imagine the s~~~ storm she would have thrown at you if situations were reversed ? Get the f~~~ outta there buddy, ASAP.

Welcome.

[LonerBonerParticipant 358]

Anonymous wrote:

While you are still with her, you better have eyes in the back of your head and change all your credit/cards/ details and get ready to bail out as soon as practicable as your situation will only get worse. Can you imagine the s~~~ storm she would have thrown at you if situations were reversed ? Get the f~~~ outta there buddy, ASAP.

Yep, run man! Get out!

Keep clam i'm dyslexic.

[Anonymous 2]

tacious wrote:

I decided to plunge into a keto diet, so far I’ve lost 65 pounds, half-way to my goal of 175.

Congratulations! How does self-improvement feel? Isn’t it outright liberating? You are doing youself a great service staying in shape, for a multitude of reasons. No man wants to sit on his ass all day, or spend old age being physically handicapped. Since I no longer want to look good for the opposite sex, I actually decide to travel by bike instead of public transportation a lot more. Once you pop that red pill there’s no stopping it: you will self improve!

Good luck with your diet man!

[Lexus FoxParticipant 0]

Haha me everytime I see a woman.

[taciousParticipant 3]

Would have replied sooner, I’ve been extremely busy with work, and running to get in shape for the next step in my path.

Anonymous wrote:

How does self-improvement feel? Isn’t it outright liberating? You are doing youself a great service staying in shape, for a multitude of reasons. No man wants to sit on his ass all day

It has been great, I had a meeting with my managers yesterday to fill them in on my plans for the future so as to not drop a bomb on them when a relatively important person leaves, as well as to insure future employment if my plans fail (always have a back-up plan, even if it’s a sure thing). Feeling this close to being out of this monotonous work is greatly liberating. The last 10 years of my life, I did sit on my useless ass all day, I even dreamed of a job where I could do the same thing. But with recent developments, my priorities changed, no longer going toward a family, but developing myself as a man, someone that I can respect in 20 years and further.

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