Finally broke and made an account..

Topic by IronDr4g0n

IronDr4g0n

Home Forums Introductions Finally broke and made an account..

This topic contains 14 replies, has 12 voices, and was last updated by MgtowWave  MgtowWave 4 years, 9 months ago.

Viewing 15 posts - 1 through 15 (of 15 total)
  • Author
    Posts
  • #35248
    +12
    IronDr4g0n
    IronDr4g0n
    Participant
    46

    Sup mgtow. I’m not good at introductions, but I will try and give a brief explanation of what finally brought me here. First off, I am 26 years old, live with my grandparents, and spent most of my life as a very blue pill kind of person. Although I have always had success with women, I never really could keep them around for long. I didn’t care so much about this in high school, but after I joined the military (at the RIPE age of 17 lol) my priorities began to change. I really wanted to try and find a girl to settle with for more than a few months, and I was fixated on one broad I met when I got home from basic training.

    Long story short, I wasted 2 years of my life and a ton of money pandering to her. I was friend zoned the entire time, and she eventually moved away to Texas to find an Army guy to marry and take care of her (her words). She was successful in her endeavors and now has two beautiful children and is a faithful wife. I really don’t hold any ill will towards her because I was the one that was too naive to see that she wasn’t into me, although she definitely took advantage of me a LOT. I was crushed, but I pushed on and thought “Man, I’ll NEVER let that happen again”. I regretted being so naive and everything was gravy for a few months…I thought I was done being THAT guy.

     

    Holy f~~~ was i wrong.

     

    I repeated this self destructive process with two more girls over another three year period. I ended up living with the last one for a bit (boy was that a f~~~in’ nightmare…story for another day). At the end of it all I was broke (bitch never paid her bills), out of a job (I worked with the chick and we f~~~ed, but she was secretly dating our manager too and he ended up finding a reason to fire me when he found out about us) and moved in with my grandparents.

    Enter the purple pill.

    During the whole mind f~~~ of the last girl I was involved with EVERYTHING was my fault. She got caught cheating on her secret manager bf? My fault! Bills not paid cuz she spent her money on adderall? MY fault! Once I moved home I began to ponder why this was so. WHY were women so goddamn selfish? Why were women incapable of taking care of themselves on a basic level (bills, hygiene, ect)? Why were they so conniving and manipulative? Why the f~~~ am I the bad guy here? I began to realize that this recent stint of stupidity was familiar. I had done this before…WAY too many f~~~ing times.

     

    Needless to say I did a lot of googling, which led to a lot of arguing on the gender studies forums at yahoo answers, which led to a lot of arguing on tumblr, which led to me being fed up and only reading AVFM articles. The weird thing was that the entire time I knew about MGTOW, but I never really gave it a second thought (even though I’ve watched damn near all of Sandman’s videos). Then a few days ago I realized I had been without a woman (but not without sex) for almost 5 years, and I was really…really grateful for that. It kind of shocked me, how elated I was at the thought. I began to contemplate possible future relationships, and felt nothing but contempt for the idea.

     

    Then, tonight on tumblr, my conviction was solidified. I run a porn blog…don’t ask lol, but  I saw some typical feminist “all men are bad here’s a fake rape story you can snope and see is false but ONE MILLION GODDAMN PEOPLE liked the s~~~” kinda post. Normally I’d just brush it off, but this one really got under my skin. It was someone who followed my blog, and she was posting some feminist rape hysteria NONSENSE. The thing that set me off? She is one of my top followers…on my porn blog…that features rape fantasy type stuff QUITE OFTEN.

     

    I. F~~~ing. Lost it. The cognitive dissonance of the feminist mind astounds me, and now I am here, annoyed, confused and sharing this with you all because honestly, I think it is relevant to why many of us choose to be mgtow. It is impossible to keep up with the mental gymnastics of the westernized female mind, so we must seek solace here among others to sift through the crazy and try to make sense of it all. Or maybe just to feel accepted and understood. That is part of why I am here.

     

    I try to slip little mgtow things in conversations here and there with my family and friends, but it is quickly shut down with typical shaming tactics. I am so tired of this; I’m tired of the intellectual bankruptcy of society. I’m tired of people denying toxic feminism exists. I’m tired of being told I am just bitter and blaming women for everything. I am tired of hearing about a rape culture that doesn’t exist. I am tired of feminists trying to ruin video games. I am tired of bunk statistics. I am tired of all of it.

     

    It’s been about 4 years and I’ve seen so much pandering man bad/woman good bulls~~~, and people just eat it up like fools. So I am here. I know there are like minded people who see through the wool. I chose mgtow forums over AVFM, because frankly I think I’m on the verge of level 4 at this point. I feel I can better express myself here as opposed to AVFM where I can’t exactly relate because I’ve never been married, nor do I give a flying f~~~ about the politics of it all anymore. I just want to live my life and be happy.  I don’t really expect to change anything. I just wanted to share my story.

    #35322
    +3
    Gref
    Gref
    Participant
    203

    Welcome IronDragon!

    So you “finally broke and made an account,” you have been broken free of the feminine imperative to enslave you or attempt to shame you into slavery. Because a MGHOW is not vulnerable to such crimes.

     

    I wasted 2 years of my life and a ton of money pandering to her. I was friend zoned the entire time

    Ouch, but many have been there. Never pander to a woman, they lose respect for you the moment they can control you. A woman who doesn’t respect you cannot even fathom the idea of you even having a penis, you’re essentially a girl to her.

     

     I try to slip little mgtow things in conversations here and there with my family and friends, but it is quickly shut down with typical shaming tactics.

    Same boat here. I’m only 23 and family members ask me “where’s your girlfriend? when you getting married? where’s our grandchildren?” None of that I say!

     

    I am tired of feminists trying to ruin videogames.

    Anything that is pure masculinity feminists will try to infiltrate, take over, and destroy it. For a long time now videogames have been the most accessible place for a purely masculine environment. You can s~~~ talk all you want, competitiveness is supreme, winning is a stat or number, nobody gives a f~~~ about anyone’s feelings, women only exist if they’re explicitly useful or important and sexy, and violence is a glorious means to an end.

     

    [url url=http://www.reddit.com/r/TheRedPill/comments/2d6337/i_was_divorce_raped_dont_be_me] I'm paying her 25% of my salary over the next eight years. I had to pay my lawyer, her lawyer, 50% of all my retirement funds and give her another few thousand dollars to make her go away. It cost me $20 to get married and will cost me over $220,000 to get divorced. [/url]

    #35330
    RoyDal
    RoyDal
    Participant

    Welcome aboard!

    Society asks MGTOWs: Why are you not making more tax-slaves?

    #35349

    Anonymous
    42

    @Iron Dragon, great intro, this is obviously the place for you, feminism exists! It’s in the minds of ALL western women, it’s influence can be seen in the human suffering caused by the illogical and narcissistic attitudes of western women. Abandoning these monkey branch grabbing creatures is the only logical answer. Leave them to their own destruction. let them be infatuated with their own narcissism, let them wallow in the pig pen and devour each-others narcissistic deification.

    Purity and honor is in the heart of every MGTOW, we are opposite of feminism.

    Fascism is feminism.

    #35361
    +2
    Mango Ingaway
    Mango Ingaway
    Participant
    2264

    I just want to live my life and be happy.

    This one sentence is nearly enough to sum up why you came here.

    It is a common failing of childhood to think that if one makes a hero out of a demon the demon will be satisfied.

    #35748
    +1
    Cap285
    Cap285
    Participant
    6007

    You haven’t ‘broke’, you’ve woke up from realizing all your life you’ve been had.

    Welcome.

    Fuck this planet.
    #35793
    +1
    IronDr4g0n
    IronDr4g0n
    Participant
    46

    Thanks guys. And yeah Cap I know I didn’t break, I broke free! If anything I am well on my way to be whole again.

    #35829
    +1
    76binder
    76binder
    Participant
    20

    Glad to hear about you rising to your own set of standards. I am divorced. She cheated on me, and guess what? The state of Texas pays her well from my bank account for being a slut, yet prostitution supposed to be illegal. We’re so smart as a society aren’t we?

    So glad you found satisfaction in life though. Nothing is as freeing as realizing you don’t need them, and nothing p~~~ed most of them off more than when they realize it.

    #35836
    +3
    Vector Viking
    Vector Viking
    Participant
    413

    Welcome, Iron Dragon.

    Most of us have had to learn the hard way. Some of us have had to learn harder lessons than others, but I think we all consider ourselves lucky to have freed ourselves from the endless hoop-jumping and eggshell-walking that those who choose to be in relationships and marriages have to do.

    When friends and family members try to rake you over the coals for not living the pre-set manufactured life that they expect you to, keep in mind that you are in no way obligated to engage or try to convince them that what you’re doing is okay.  We’re all here on this forum to support and advise each other, but you’re not even obligated to convince any of us that what you’re doing is okay either.

    It’s pretty common for those of us to have to field the kind of questions you mentioned. Instead of showing your cards at every turn, you could choose to answer with closed-ended statements instead of having to justify your position. For example:

    “When are you going to have kids?” = “I’ve never really been interested in having children.”

    “When are you going to grow up and settle down?” = “I’m really quite happy with what I’m doing right now.”

    …and so on and so forth. Your blue-pill friends and family won’t actually come out and say how miserable they really are, but you can see it happening and you can certainly relate to it. As you come to really understand and metabolize that as a MGHOW you get to define your own success, you’ll catch some s~~~ for it but it won’t matter. All that really matters is your own happiness and sanity.

    #35989
    +3
    Oasid
    Oasid
    Participant
    116

    Welcome IronDr4g0n!

    Sounds like you are tired, may you find some comfort here.

    I’ve been through the friend zone and been used as well. When I was 18 I made a slew of plans to hang out with her, visit porn shops, go to tattoo parlors and maybe get crazy, grab some dinner, mini golf, go carts I was pumped! She got in my car and asked me to take her to a guys house that she met the night before. Reluctantly I dropped her off, I remember on the car ride over her saying stupid s~~~ like “how come your not smiling or laughing at my bulls~~~ like you usually do” It just hit me how hard I’ve been had and I was embarrassed at being the biggest chump on the planet.

    I’m tired too man, I’m glad this site is here.

    May the Force Be With You

    #36673
    Megatoad69
    megatoad69
    Participant
    449

    Hey, how are ya!

    New here too, finally broke as well, waking up here.

    My new mission is just to get laid, and never to get married or get into a long term sentence (er…relationship).

    I wish to be free, to be ME!, not owned by anybody.

    You can't reason with unreasonable, there; women, figured out, there is nothing to reason.

    #36681
    +2

    Anonymous
    42

    This place is turning into a manfactory! Up the voltage! Speed up production! Feminism is F~~~ed! GOOD!

    Welcome to MGTOW megatoad69, enjoy the forums, pickup some more electrons! We need more mantronium! Fire up another reactor! Feminism is being destroyed! GREAT! FREEDOM WILL REIGN!

    #36700
    +2
    Oasid
    Oasid
    Participant
    116

    That was 110% inspirational, I bang my shield at the enemy for you MG-Tower

    May the Force Be With You

    #39466
    +1
    Q_Element
    Q_Element
    Participant
    19

    Welcome aboard. This is the exact place you need to find solace of like index guys. The great advantage that you do have, is that you are 26 and have seen the light. I wish I didn’t learn my lessons about these manipulative-feminist cultured women until I was in my 40’s. I wished I had learned earlier in life!

    #39473
    +1
    MgtowWave
    MgtowWave
    Participant
    4352

    Dragon congratulations on your awakening.When I was your age I was married to an abusive narcissistic slut bitch that drove me into depression and several suicide attempts.Stick with us and u miss a bullet- no strike that a life destroying artillery round.Work on your own life and your own bank account.For yourself and hopefully your fellow man.Best of luck to you.

    frankly my dear i don't give a damn

Viewing 15 posts - 1 through 15 (of 15 total)

You must be logged in to reply to this topic.