Finally…

[alchemistParticipant 484]

Let’s set the mood with some music.

I put off making my introduction untill I had completely unplugged from the matrix… or rather, untill I was out, ready, not retreating, no surrender- untill I pushed the first domino in the chain leading to ultimate freedom, sovereignty and Going My Own Way.
Now I’m finally on the road, the footsteps down this path are unstoppable!

My name is … alchemist, I’m a MGTOW. That’s all you need to know.

I was a MGTOW in my heart since birth but I got caught up in an abusive relationship, manginas let me down and ruined my plans, people with backward logic f~~~ed me up, those f~~~ing lying idiots set my life back years. I hope my rage is palpable.

My whole life I was different, I could always see something was deeply wrong with people and society but I didn’t know what it was. There was always a splinter in my mind driving me mad, and it brought me here; where men value TRUTH.
Seeking the truth has given me an answer, many answers, to what that splinter in my mind is; hidden violence, double think, hypocrisy, psychological dysfunction, red herrings, sophistry, bulls~~~ culture and f~~~ing religious mindsets which poison every well and distort every opportunity for the truth- like feminism.

Now I’m going my own way, I feel a strange question; “what now?” I will wake up tomorrow a free man, a sense of freedom I’ve never had… like learning to walk after crawling forever. If you’ve always crawled, what use do you even have for walking? To this, I also have answers. But they’re not your answers.

CARPE DIEM.

[alchemistParticipant 484]

Welcome brother, I like how you added the music for extra drama, cheers brother.

Thanks, it’s not so much for drama but that music is the best way to convey the feeling of what I’m going through. Music is my drug 🙂 and it’s so god damn good to be able to blast the music which I like for a change!

[Anonymous 6]

alchemist wrote:

like learning to walk after crawling forever. If you’ve always crawled, what use do you even have for walking?

F~~~ walking! You’re a MGTOW, Fly!!!

[Enjoy The DeclineParticipant 1719]

In the past, I use to listen to music to set me in a sort of trance too. You got good taste in choosing that sort of music and all, but in the end, it is not the music that is truly going to make you feel good, but it is the power of action that would get you out of your rut and make you feel good about yourself. You have no idea the amount of problems I have, yet every month that goes by, I try to work on myself in some way or form so that I can have the life that I wish to have. You do not even have to go to school. We live in an era now where a lot of the stuff can be learned using the internet for free. You can literally get well known self help audios/videos off youtube for free for instance. Every time I feel like sh*t because someone puts me down or something like that, that just pushes me to get more productive as a way to feel good again. Not saying you are not like that also, but I just hope that you are like me.

edit: Man, I think that there is a pretty good chance that you did more in your life than I did, but I also am pretty sure that I have had more challenges than you have had at least up to that time when you started having problems with that female of yours. Just wanted to point that out.

"Question everything" - Albert Einstein

[alchemistParticipant 484]

Enjoy The Decline wrote:

In the past, I use to listen to music to set me in a sort of trance too. You got good taste in choosing that sort of music and all, but in the end, it is not the music that is truly going to make you feel good, but it is the power of action that would get you out of your rut and make you feel good about yourself.

Oh yeah! I totally understand, that’s why I say music is my drug, like a drug, it just creates illusion- but sometimes this illusion corresponds with reality and so it’s a good tool for communication 🙂 and for motivation, but you are totally right.

Enjoy The Decline wrote:

You have no idea the amount of problems I have, yet every month that goes by, I try to work on myself in some way or form so that I can have the life that I wish to have. You do not even have to go to school. We live in an era now where a lot of the stuff can be learned using the internet for free. You can literally get well known self help audios/videos off youtube for free for instance. Every time I feel like sh*t because someone puts me down or something like that, that just pushes me to get more productive as a way to feel good again. Not saying you are not like that also, but I just hope that you are like me.

edit: Man, I think that there is a pretty good chance that you did more in your life than I did, but I also am pretty sure that I have had more challenges than you have had at least up to that time when you started having problems with that female of yours. Just wanted to point that out.

We’re very similar 🙂 I truly wish you the best of luck in your personal development, seriously. If you ever want to talk about your challenges, 15000 of us are here and listening, including me 🙂 Thanks for the advice.

I have a stack of books on my table which range from psychology to self help to engineering. So I know what’s out there and I know problems… I’ve been homeless, jobless, penniless and some of those backward idiots who set my life back years with empty promises were my own family. I don’t know how it came about but I have a memory of burning a guitar for warmth one winter. I have soul crushing social anxiety and depression but I’m working through it and feeling more confident every day.
I’m not trying to “one up” you or anything like that, I just wanted to give you a general picture of my issues so you could gauge for yourself how similar our situations are.

Remember, there’s a lot of people here with open ears and plenty of advice 🙂

[AT83Participant 12]

Great way of putting it. From a very early age, I too had this splinter, however I couldn’t identify wholely the problem. What brought apon your “ah-HA!” moment?

also, dig the music.

"The greatest trick the devil ever pulled is convincing the world he does not exist; The greatest trick women ever pulled is convincing the world that they are not the devil." - Sandman || "MGTOW isn't an ideology, its deprogramming" - Stealthy

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