I am so glad to have come across the MGTOW movement as it really adheres to how I want to live my life now after 20 years of being a brainwashed Mangina!
To summarize my life so far with woman has been a tale of 2 very different women, but with inevitably the same outcome. I adored and cherished both women only to have both of them eventually cast me aside when I was no longer of use to them, basically when I started standing up for myself. I was with my ex-wife for most of my 20’s and I was with my ex-girlfriend for all of my 30’s. During that time I was 100% faithful and loyal as well as being a good provider on so many levels not just financial.
I am a confident guy, but always seemed to lack the required daily self-respect for myself around women because I falsely put them on a pedestal above myself. I used to be an athlete (played 1 year of University football), but then my ex-wife came into my life and athletics took a back seat to her. My ex-wife who was less attractive then what I usually dated, but much smarter and had much better character. But eventually I got tired of always doing what she wanted to do and started standing up for myself more, which caused many fights. By the time our child was born she could tell I was not going to take her s~~~ anymore and she filed for divorce which came as a real shock to me as we recently bought a home together and just had a newborn child. But she got what she wanted, which was a child from me and after that I was of no utility to her anymore. Even though my ex-wife was a grad “A” Bitch towards me sexually and emotionally she is a person of character and we agreed to share custody 50/50 of our child with no child support and split all cost 50%. It’s been 10 years of this arrangement, and I love it, as I get to raise my daughter how I feel like without some woman hoovering over me looking for my faults.
Soon after my divorce, as part of my grieving I mistakenly got into a rebound relationship with my ex-girlfriend of 10 years. I now know she must have borderline personality disorder (BPD). She has 9 out of the 10 symptoms of BPD. My life so far with woman has been lived on both ends the spectrum. My ex-wife and ex-GF could not be any more different from each other. Ex-GF is a 10 out 10 for looks, a rare naturally beautiful woman who did not need any make-up for her to look stunning. Initially I thought she was out of my league for looks, but we fell hard in love for each other as she thought I was the best thing ever, which was a real ego boost. She said and did things sexually and emotionally that my ex-wife would never do. I thought I won the lottery with that woman, then reality hit, but I was too pussy whipped by this beautiful woman that it took me 10 years to see the truth! Her constant emotional manipulation, LIES, financial drain and deception towards not only me but everyone around her took a toll on me both mentally and physically. I gained weight and my life revolved around pleasing this woman. I could tell things were coming to an end with her because she knew I was not going to be any easy prey for her anymore and she wanted someone more “exciting” and “carefree”. Well I am sorry that at 40 I am a responsible MAN who does not live like I am 25 years old anymore, but that’s what she wanted. So after 10 years she dumped me for a more “exiting guy”. Looking back I am actually surprised she stayed 10 years with me, because she never really grew up past the mentality of a woman in her 20’s. I mistakenly thought it was love, but in reality it was an addiction to sex and adoration of a beautiful woman with way too many drawbacks. If that is love, then count me out. I have loved 2 women with all my heart and only now realize that NO woman in the world will love me like I love them and I am leaving the plantation for good!
One of the best decisions in my life was to get a man-chop (vasectomy) after my one and only child was born. If I had a child with my crazy ex-GF I would be so f~~~ed!!! I still have my house, my friends, financial stability after a 10 year s~~~ storm. I spent a lot of money on that Crazy lady, but at least debts can be paid off, and the financially bleeding is at done for ever from me!
I love living MGTOW as I can’t remember being so happy and free. I constantly feel like Andy Dufrene from the movie ‘Shawshank Redemption’ when he was finally free. Even though I spent the first 20 years of my life chasing the ungrateful golden vagina, I feel blessed now that I can spend the next 20 + years not being a Mangina anymore! I am 40 years old and I love life so much now! I am not angry, sad or anything towards my ex’s or woman in general, as I am indifferent, which is the best feeling.
I look back at that pussy whipped fool I was all those years and I am so grateful not to be that person anymore and thanks to the men’s rights movement and MGTOW that help out so many men! I am finally free at last !!!! And I will never give that up again! I will never again be subservient to woman and will always choose to be FREE to live my life how I choose!
Resenting women is like pissing yourself, only you feel it! Knowledge and indifference of a women’s true nature leads to real freedom.
BlakeGuy 3 years ago.
