All My Relationships

[Black KnightParticipant 16]

What has led me to MGTOW… I’ll give you the short story

Dad told me to loose my virginity to someone special.

I turn 18 and started dating some stupid scene bitch. She lied about being rape. Lied about having a child at age 13 that died. Said it was her little brother. Cheated on me every chance she got. Cried and threatened on a near daily basis. Would bitch and scream until I hate her out 3 times a day for 45 minutes (my therapist says I show signs of male rape trauma) F~~~ed a guy at school and said she thought she got a std from sitting on the toilet seat. Every time I tried to bring her around my friends or family she would scream and bitch or pretend to be sick so she could isolate me at her house. Constantly told me I was cheating on her. Hit me until I snapped and smacked her in front of her grandma. Then once she realized that I would hit her she started provoking me so I would. Then blaming me for hitting her and saying how horrible I am. Told everyone I was just her “GAY friend” The list goes on and on. The dumb bitch seen me after 6 years of me working out and dropped her jaw. She looked like she was going to cry lmfao.

The next pretended to be a virgin. She said she was a virgin. its explained in my youtube video “lying virgins #MGTOW” Well she was not a virgin and had sex before we hooked up and then after we separated she was still a “virgin”.

The next lied to me about every single detail of her life to make herself seem more interesting. Once she realized that I was going to buy her nothing and she was spending too much money on gas to see me she started cheating on me. I asked her best friend to figure it out for me and she did. Then I f~~~ed her best friend for 2 months before I ditched her as well. She was trying to withhold sex so I would buy her things. Her boyfriend before this bought her like 1000+ worth of stuff and he was just a walmart employee. He spent his whole tax refund and borrowed money from his sister to get her stuff. Two weeks later she broke it off with him.

 

This next girlfriend played like she was too stupid to understand what flirting was. She had a whole group of guys she would flirt with that I never knew anything about because I never met them. She had a sweet heart side. She turned sour as f~~~ when I went to prison. Seen her real colors.

 

Started working at a factory… Well so there is this nice looking women who is married to a guy on the first shift. We start talking and she falls in love with me. She leaves her husband for me. I was kinda p~~~ed because in my mind it was a test to see if I could pull her or not and to also see if it was true what I thought about women. Well I date her because I feel obligated. She keeps nagging me to speed up the relationship. Then I quit the factory and move a half hour a way to go to college. I was informed that her husbands car was at her house 2 nights. She says she has no idea why he was there. Her ex was going through a tough time she said he may have just slept in his car outside. Whatever I thought she was lying but we broke it off. Then 3 days later she has him hang out with the kids for like 3 hours. I get p~~~ed and start insulting her for a few weeks. I stop then she starts it up. Then she says one day she wants nothing to do with me and she has a old friend stay the night. He is a beta male provider and has been an old friend she never talks too except maybe on facebook idk. Well I confronted her and she said they are just friends and he means nothing to her and I told her how she knows she such a pile of s~~~ deep down that her only happiness is knowing that someone wants her. I said some other really mean hurtful things that I think are true but I am going to spare the details.

Anyways that my trip to MGTOW. I would say I am a level 1.75 However I am nearing the mentality of a level 3 or 4. I am under 30 and in college with tons of hot poon. However I just can’t seem to pull the trigger on any of it. The risk is not worth it at all.

I have a feminist English class. I am constantly giving out red pills to the men and women in there. I gave out a huge one that made everyone gasp and then half the women stared at me like they wanted to f~~~. I proved how women are in competition with other women to look good and its not men who give a s~~~ what they look like. I will go into that in another post.

[Krab_AssParticipant 267]

Welcome Black Knight! You are wise to be cautious around the ‘hot poon’.  A quick moment of pleasure can lead to a lifetime of pain (and child support).

 

"I care not what others think of what I do, but I care very much about what I think of what I do! That is character!"
~ Theodore Roosevelt

[Black KnightParticipant 16]

I am going to put Tabasco sauce in my condoms. That is if I ever decided to get with one of them. However I am not going to work very hard to secure a 5-10 second orgasm.

[…Spectator 1165]

BlackKnight: Hot Poon = lawsuit soon. you’re welcome. be careful man. i don’t trust any of them at this point.

[Black KnightParticipant 16]

Thanks man I need all the help I can get. I am a real loner half by choice. I am on a wide range and don’t really feel I fit into any specific level of MGTOW 1.7 would be best. However I hold onto things that are in the 3-4 range. I am purple pill to some extent. I would love to have a long term partner that will love me and treat me good and one that I can do the same. It just does not seem likely. I have an extremely easy time getting these idiots to look at me and smile like they want to talk because I am handsome and work out, but every time I see one smile at me I want to punch them in their teeth. I just know their evil plan to take over my life. Waste my time listening to their stupid f~~~in problems. Talking about yeah this sucks…. I wont fix it though its just nice that someone listens…

Bitch shut yo damn mouth lmao. No I am not black but I would say it like that.

I am asking is it possible to find a single girl who is in college who works 247 and has like 2 hours a week where she can f~~~ and then not get p~~~ed when it ends and cries rape? Or am I living in a fantasy world? Be honest with me.

[Anonymous 42]

“that will love me and treat me good and one that I can do the same” Reminds me of a cartoon; “I will love you, and squeeze you, and take you home”, “Dump-dee-dum” Hate to put it hard to ya bro…. “Dat sit be some lame moufuccin blue-pill sittin rite on yo tong, spit dat sit out! Get yo as on attadair! Really just kidding… You already know the score by your first 5 paragraphs, You already have your answer, don’t be a blue pill chicken-s~~~, use your logic, and run with it…………….

 

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[Black KnightParticipant 16]

I am scared though. I want to be loved. I want to give out my love. Should I just get a cat? I am being serious. I have such a huge heart despite how bad its been beaten. How do you men deal with this. I am in my late 20s with near no friends. How do I meet men in my area who are not f~~s, that are also not blue pill f~~~~~s. All I see are simps taking care of others kids. Whenever I bring up a red pill people look sad. They look at me as if they know that I am right. I feel bad when I bring up a red pill. People just do not want to hear how it really is.

[AntaresParticipant 208]

The thing to remember about pets, is that they die. I’ve seen some people devistated when they pass on. And seriously, don’t be one of those people who puts their pet in life support misery mode just because you don’t want to part with it when it’s too old. If you can accept that you gave it affection and a good life, but separate yourself when it’s time for it to go, it’s not a bad idea. Pets cost money, but compared to kids, a wife, or even just a wedding, it’s a fair deal if it provides you with fullfillment.

Price is what you pay, value is what you get. -- Ben Graham

[harpo-my-“SON”Participant 2410]

If you want a pet please bro get a dog they show true love back. A cat acts like a woman they will purr and rub on you but its all for them. Put the cat out of your lap because you don’t want to pet it at the moment, you may be busy or any other reason and they will jump back in your lap and start all over rubbing and purring. A cat can be abandoned at the city dump and will still survive.They don’t need you. they just want selfishly just like a woman. The dog on the other hand will risk it’s own life for you, its been documented time and again. The dog can be made to obey. Why? Because they really want to please you. Why do women like cats? because they don’t like responsibility. They know there is little to no training involved with owning a cat and if they forget to feed it it will survive by hunting on its own. Owning a dog requires you be responsible and put the necessary time in to insure its training and safety. Building a relationship with a dog can be tough dependent on the breed you choose,  but the rewards will be  apparent when you send your dog to fetch you the morning paper or a beer from your ice chest. I would prefer the larger breeds who actually could perform these tasks. This is just my opinion, but the fact that you even mention wanting a cat, makes me want to send you to the women shelter. How many of you agree that a dog is mans best friend, and cats are for women?

I was bound to be misunderstood, and I laugh at those who misunderstand me. Kind mockery at the well intentioned, but unfettered cruelty towards those would be prison guards of my creative possibilities. This so as to learn as much from misunderstanding as from understanding. Taking pleasure in worthy opponents and making language fluid and flowing like a river yet pointed and precise as a dagger. Contradicts the socialistic purpose of language and makes for a wonderful linguistic dance, A verbal martial art with constant parries that hone the weapon that is the two edged sword of my mouth.

[harpo-my-“SON”Participant 2410]

Black knight I have to add that your dad was blue-pill all the way  apparent by this line: “Dad told me to loose my virginity to someone special.”    My father on the other hand insisted that my mother give me the choice at the tender age of 4 years old, who I wanted to go live with at the time of my parents divorce. She had cheated I was the oldest of three and the only child he fathered. So he was very aware of the nature of women.  He insured to me in secret that if I chose to live with him my life would be more fun because he gave his word to make it so. He kept his word and I had a happy carefree childhood. Because he taught me the importance of keeping your word, I have not told my mother our secret to this day. Men have more built in integrity. I don’t want to sound childish, saying My dad is better than your dad, but mine had enough situational awareness to gain control of the only child he had fathered in the marriage. I hope to share more of my fathers wisdom at this site because he was ahead of his time in broken family matters.

I was bound to be misunderstood, and I laugh at those who misunderstand me. Kind mockery at the well intentioned, but unfettered cruelty towards those would be prison guards of my creative possibilities. This so as to learn as much from misunderstanding as from understanding. Taking pleasure in worthy opponents and making language fluid and flowing like a river yet pointed and precise as a dagger. Contradicts the socialistic purpose of language and makes for a wonderful linguistic dance, A verbal martial art with constant parries that hone the weapon that is the two edged sword of my mouth.

[Black KnightParticipant 16]

your dad was likely better then my dad there is no doubt about that one. I grew up with cats and that is why I like them so much. Maybe a change in my future is needed. I am thinking about moving out of state to live with my male cousin. He has a dog. I am sure he would let me have one too. These things are so tricky. I just want peace in my life and I know women are not the anwsser to that.

[harpo-my-“SON”Participant 2410]

Sounds like a good plan. get somewhere with little to no drama. Look for  peace within yourself. explore your shortcomings and improve them for yourself not some ungrateful woman. Find what freedom is for you personally.

I was bound to be misunderstood, and I laugh at those who misunderstand me. Kind mockery at the well intentioned, but unfettered cruelty towards those would be prison guards of my creative possibilities. This so as to learn as much from misunderstanding as from understanding. Taking pleasure in worthy opponents and making language fluid and flowing like a river yet pointed and precise as a dagger. Contradicts the socialistic purpose of language and makes for a wonderful linguistic dance, A verbal martial art with constant parries that hone the weapon that is the two edged sword of my mouth.

[Black KnightParticipant 16]

Im looking more into ghosting after I get out of college. I actually kind of do it right now. I did not have a job for 6 months and still managed to pay my rent through my passive income and money left over from my pell grant. Right now I have a work study position. It should let me save around 4 months rent by time I am done with it.

I go to college and it pays my bills lol. Goiing to college is actually paying me to go. Its so cool.

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