I know many people who dive deep into mgtow or MRAs will get to the topic of circumcision. Many MRA’s and mgtow come to the same conclusions, its wrong. This is a story to help those that don’t know or anyone else that stumbles across this. I was an intact male and I’ve lost something. This story will give you all the details.
Around the age of 14 I could no longer deal with the pain I felt in my penis during erections. The pain was so intense I never masturbated even though I hit puberty rather early (I had a mustache when I was 10,not kidding.) So I finally told my parents who sent me to a doctor. The doctor found that my foreskin fused with the underbelly of my penile head, before the corona. Effectively I was able to pull the skin back just enough to reveal 4/5’s of my head, any further was impossible.
After a simple out patient procedure I had three weeks of intense pain and healing. Afterwards my penis was so sensitive it hurt. I had to sleep in the nude and on my back for months because my penis was over loaded with sensation. Around the 2 month mark I was able to start living life normally, the sensitivity was no longer painful but it was still present. At this point I found a gf and we got to having sex, it was amazing. We had fun for a few months and we broke up. At this stage I was getting constantly aroused but I never masturbated. As far as why I don’t know. My best guess was my penis just felt fine with an erection and no self stimulation, just an idea.
Around 16 I got into fitness. I took up running and I discovered an issue. My penis head was getting rug burned, to put it in its simplest terms. The only fix was to lube my penis head up before and after running. At first just putting on the lube on caused arousal, but after a few months my penis head stopped feeling anything. I didn’t think much of it, at this time my body got the attention of females. Sex was fun but it lacked a lot of the sensation it had when I was 14. One day I got my first bj. She was a real pro and while I was watching her I noticed my penis felt freaking amazing every time she licked the scar behind my corona. I only felt her if she hit a few zones with her tongue, not the entire head. After the deed was done I was a bit confused, I thought my penis felt good all around not just in certain areas. This is when I decided to find my dick journal.
Yes I kept a dick journal of the immediate months after my circumcision, as advised by my doctor. My writings said my entire penile head was on “fire” every-time anything touched it. My journal also notes every time I had sex my entire penis was on fire. I was a bit taken back, only two years prior sex was amazing. Now (at 16) sex was great but I only felt zones of my penis. After years of sex I noticed I just didn’t have a full sensation that I documented.
Fast forward to today and its still the same. I enjoy sex but I find it only gets really good when she cums, or her body puts pressure on me. For instance her riding me feels great, me doing her doggy lacks a lot of sensation but its pleasing. After years of trying to understand this I discovered around it was due to my circumcision. I was a bit upset at first but I had to do it, so it was short lived.
When people speak about circumcision I get a bit deep in thought and those that (most people) support it do not realize what they’re taking from their sons. The men that support it had it done to them as infants, they will never feel what they lost. I cannot hold it against them even if they’re sons gets cut, but if they get informed and still move forward they’re monsters.
DO NOT circumcise your boys! I hope people read this and if they’re ever in a situation where they need to make a choice, do not cut! For those who made the choice in ignorance don’t blame yourself. Your daughter or son may have a kid, if its a boy stop the cycle and inform!
"Nearly all men can stand adversity, but if you want to test a man's character, give him power."
Abraham Lincoln
martyg 4 years, 5 months ago.
