Confessions of a former Simp

[ZarathustraParticipant 2246]

I must confess I was the worst of simps. Then after taking the red pill I swore off women but I was still a prisoner of my libido. I might cross the street if I saw something hot in a tight dress, or I might prefer one restaurant over another because I thought I waitress was cute or flirty.

This period of my life was almost worse than being an ignorant blue pill because even though I didn’t want to date or have sex I still had this libidinous pull towards women, like having a thirst or a hunger for something I knew to be poisonous that would kill me. 7 years I felt this conflicted way. But a few months on this site, reading your stories and I am free.

Some of you claim that since becoming red pill women are more drawn to you. I find with me it’s the opposite: Women seem to understand that I will give them nothing so they no longer bother me.

But now some young thing 20 years my junior, who is hot and seems sweet and kind, is after me hard. I don’t know why except that she is a single mother and probably sees me as a wallet. After flirting with me for a few weeks she asked me today when I was going to ask her out. I said “Never!” A few short months ago I would have been tempted, not that I would have caved, but now I just feel repulsed.

But it makes me sad. Like a lot of you I bought into the whole white picket fence thing, and even though I know it’s a lie it’s hard to jettison decades of social programming.
I just wanted to say thanks to all. The stories can be repetitive but necessary as we struggle against the current of evolution, history and our culture.
And thanks to the council of curmudgeons. You know who you are! We need tough “love” sometimes to stop the relapse.

As I type this it occurs to me this post smells faintly of mangina but forgive me I am mourning the loss of the illusion.

[ghostParticipant]

It’s okay. We are proud of you. What you are going through is normal.

[ZarathustraParticipant 2246]

Thanks Gambit. I just feel like a pussy today, like I am sad that I am passing up an opportunity even though I know its s~~~. It will pass. I used to do a lot of drugs once a upon a time and when I quit I would have the days where I didn’t so much miss the drugs as I missed the feeling of believing the drugs would make my life better. Today I feel that way about MGTOW, like I wish I could still believe finding a good woman was the answer to all my problems.

[ghostParticipant]

Zarathustra wrote:

Thanks Gambit. I just feel like a pussy today, like I am sad that I am passing up an opportunity even though I know its s~~~. It will pass. I used to do a lot of drugs once a upon a time and when I quit I would have the days where I didn’t so much miss the drugs as I missed the feeling of believing the drugs would make my life better. Today I feel that way about MGTOW, like I wish I could still believe finding a good woman was the answer to all my problems.

You are upset for not being a mangina? That should make you feel like a badass, not a pussy.

You can now laugh at the effeminate, pussy beggars. You are no longer one of them.

Cheers!

[Pedal, run, rowParticipant]

Dude, that is normal, and most of us went through that phase on our journey here.

You have been choking down blue pills your entire life, and the red pill is a MFer to swallow, make no mistake about that. It means death to your old way of seeing the world, to the dreams of true love and a soulmate etc that were fostered in you from your childhood.
I mean you have to know that s~~~ is a f~~~ing joke, and a cruel one at that, by now, right?

That is why the red pill isn’t forced upon you. You have to seek it out and be ready for it or it would destroy you.

[AwakenedParticipant 35202]

It’s a Heterosexual Man’s natural state to want to be with a women.

Blue Pill thoughts come and go for Most Men, myself included, but thankfully a few Red Pills keeps you from acting upon them.

It takes great effort to resist a lil hottie throwing herself at you.

You KNOW her end game, and KNOW what she really WANTS from you.

You have been tested, and passed.

This is a VICTORY !!

In a World of Justin Beibers Be a Johnny Cash

[Anonymous 3]

I bought in full tilt to the White Knight, Mr. Nice Nice American Dream Hollywood ending thing for 40 yrs until I crashed & burned.
After years of pain ( my best teacher ) I developed a strategy that works for me.
It begins by making micro – decisions. Whenever I caught myself getting hypnotized by looking at a female, I would just slightly turn my head.
Today, no one can even remotely guess that I really don’t give a f~~~.
Move a muscle change a thought.
Stick with the winners.
Stick with MGTOW

[OldBillParticipant]

We’ve all been simps, we all have had simp moments, and we all will have simp moments. It happens. It’s human nature.

It’s nothing to be embarrassed about and the fact you recognize it is something to be proud of.

That hot single mother who is after your wallet? She’s nothing unique and the reason she’s after you isn’t unique either. They are all after your wallet. Every last one of them.

Do not date. Do not impregnate. Do not co-habitate. Above all, do not marry. Reclaim and never again surrender your personal sovereignty.

[Can’t Stump TrumpParticipant]

Thus spake Zarathustra. He’s on his path to becoming the MGTOW ubermensch.

Women are better at multitasking? Fucking up several things at once is not multitasking.

[ZarathustraParticipant 2246]

Thanks Old Bill. I think of how we all walk the tight rope and what dangers we face. I might have considered, once a upon a time, to screw that young lass and woudl have risked my freedom and paying child support for temporary fleeting pleasure with a hot chick who wouldn’t be hot in a few years.

God I used to be stupid and it is a miracle I escaped relatively unscathed!

[Anonymous 18]

OldBill wrote:

She’s nothing unique and the reason she’s after you isn’t unique either.

Thanks for the chuckle @oldbill.

[Solo MAN’S WisdomParticipant]

Zarathustra wrote:

I don’t know why except that she is a single mother and probably sees me as a wallet.

Question asked and answered. Go forth and prosper.

When women lead, destruction is the destination. -- Me.

[GnosticParticipant 2491]

Anonymous wrote:

After years of pain ( my best teacher ) I developed a strategy that works for me.
It begins by making micro – decisions. Whenever I caught myself getting hypnotized by looking at a female, I would just slightly turn my head.

I can attest to this as well. As in my intro, during my school days I wanted to focus on my studies, I look away once I see a pretty girl.

I have a numbers of relapse like a drug addict, slowly but surely my desires give way to my will.

It makes my transition easy once I found MGTOW.

There is no magic in MGTOW, just recognition of the truth and logical decision how to avoid dangers. The red pill is but the truth, it is no magical potion. Do not think in this modern world men have no longer have natural enemies, men are prey to women and government.

[DocParticipant]

Zarathustra wrote:

decades of social programming.

There is the core of the issue.

The object of life is not to be on the side of the majority, but to escape, finding oneself in the ranks of the insane. Marcus Aurelius

[Chase PesosParticipant 2136]

No matter how hot a chick is, I think about her baggage and then I cum to my senses. See what I did there 🙂

Stay the course, nothing wrong with your mindset. Retraining our minds is a constant battle.

Chase a check, never chase a chick...

[AttonParticipant]

I am mourning the loss of the illusion.

Illusions kill.

A MGTOW is a man who is not a woman's bitch!

[AstroParticipant 2045]

Since I drive on a major university campus, I work in a simps paradise as I have stated before. Every night, I am surrounded by some of the most gorgeous females in the south. Yet they have been exposed not via MGTOW but via themselves with the conversations I hear, especially when they are drunk. It’s strange but before I took the red pill, I heard them but now, I really hear them. They are still hotties but they have lost their appeal to me to the place that there are no f~~~s given. I know what they are on the inside and want no part of it ever again. You might think I wouldn’t have a chance with them when I am past 50 but meet them when they are drunk. They are facing a major shortage of male students, about 2-1. In all truth, I don’t want to know as I no longer care.

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