Choking On The Red Pills

[Soldier-MedicParticipant 2566]

I have only been on MGTOW.com for only a few weeks.  Before joining this site I thought that I had some things pretty well figured out.  Not just about social and legal injustice that men face in our culture(s), but also about my self perception.

I started watching Spetsnaz’s Youtube channel I have been more profoundly affected by what he has to say than anything that I have read or heard before.  I am a psychology student so his content speaks to me in a way some other’s, like Babarossa do not.  Not that Barbarossa doesn’t call it like it is.

I gotta tell you guys that I’m just chocking on the Red Pills right now and have found myself alternating between periods of seething rage and out and out crying.  I’m having moments of clarity that are leaving me stunned and it’s just too much right now.

I gotta check out of the net for a few weeks and assimilate.

See you then.

"I asked you a question. I didn't ask you to repeat what the voices in you head are telling you" ~ Me. ........Yes I'm still angry.

[Anonymous 1]

Good luck my friend.

And see you when you get back.

 

[RedHeadedStrangerParticipant 204]

Take your time. We ain’t goin’ nowhere.

[Robert HallamParticipant 696]

Hello Soldier Medic

You say that you are “alternating between periods of seething and rage and out and out crying”, yet you don’t reveal exactly what the primary issue is.  I’m speculating, but I am assuming that it has to do with a woman, social and legal injustice faced by men and that is why you ended up at MGTOW.  It is quite conceivable that you are having difficulty with the Red Pill concept.  If it indeed does involve women, and you were a Blue Pill it will take some time and an evolving realization.  This is not woman bashing.  It is the way things are.  You will gradually come to realize how men of Blue and Red Pill traits (for a better word) are related to and treated by women (in general) .    It is a slow process and quite an education I must say.  There is nothing wrong with women or the legal system.  Women are women and conduct their lives completely oblivious to why they do what they do.  The legal systems that deals with the outfall from male/female/family relationships is simply societies means of reacting to the resulting situations.

Give us a bit more detail Soldier Medic and maybe others on MGTOW can give you some insight.  You can ignore the bat crazy comments, and those from the fringe.  But most of the guys on MGTOW have been through the wringer and can help quite a bit.

[BritGHOWParticipant 2566]

It isn’t easy coming to grips with the realisation that everything you thought you knew, everything you’ve been taught from a very young age with regards to both women and society is a complete lie. I can only promise you that in time the rage and the emotion will pass, and that when they have you have a better life ahead of you, one free of society’s bulls~~~ in which you and you alone are in command of your own destiny.

[MgtowWaveParticipant 4352]

I see it like this.Being deceived is painful .We have been deceived about women and how society works.

frankly my dear i don't give a damn

[BDParticipant 1146]

Hello Soldier,

I agree, Spetznaz is amazing, I’ve watched all of his videos, some several times, he is life changing… I too, go through all of the emotional states when watching the videos… Then I look at how my life now has no drama, how I have the self respect to remove inadequate people from my life immediately, and the sheer happiness and freedom I have, this is the life I never knew existed and I love it!

I like Terrenca Popp and Thorium because they put a spin of humour on the subjects as well. This website (Mgtow) teaches me something new every single day, it’s brothers looking out for brothers. Great success is always built upon some level of pain, we have to work through it to achieve greatness. I use strenuous exercise and a clean diet to help with my mental state, along with a thirst for knowledge. As I am sure you know, our minds require continuous maintenance just like our bodies. What you put into your mind you will get out of it. There’s almost some level of PTSD when finally coming to the realization about these women. Maybe you could apply some of these teachings to your psychology courses, PSTD treatment for new Mgtow? Keep fighting the battle my friend, at least you are now on the right path. We are here for you.

Because in order to be able to think, you have to risk being offensive.

[ILiveAgainParticipant]

It takes time, pain and acceptance. The first dose of red pills have the worst effect.

You are right taking time out. The information can be quite unsettling and traumatic.

Spend time out and just go breath and live.

But please come back and let us know you’re ok ……. even if you stop the pills.

We’re thinking of you ok.

[MantelarParticipant 77]

know the truth and it will set you free.  it sound like i’m older than you, medic.  and i’ve sucked the red pill gladly…though its made me purple and miserable.  at least i see things clearly.  nothing is more beautiful than the truth – its god talking to us.  i’m agnostic.

[AFTParticipant 2726]

Looking back, not that long ago, I think the best advise I got was to keep myself busy, focus on something constructive, like work, hobbies, interests and keep active.
Do something you always wanted to do, and take the red pills in moderation, a gradual low dose till you build up a tolerance. It does get better, and you’ll be protected from the dangers of ignorance.

When the war cemeteries are half full of the corpses of dead conscripted women, only then will women have earned the right to speak of equality. Sidecar “A man is a success if he gets up in the morning and goes to bed at night and in between does what he wants to do.” - Bob Dylan

[Puffin StuffParticipant 25019]

It may be painful now but think of all the pain you have saved yourself by learning the nature of the current man/woman relationship and how men need to take care of themselves.

Many of us here are in our 40’s and 50’s and arrived here the hard way. For me it cost me my son. This honor cost me $300,000.00 in family court.

Think about losing a child and that child is still around but just can’t see you. All these single mothers tell their children that if they have a relationship with their father they will be making the mother angry. So the children can’t see the father without damaging the relationship with the custodial parent, the mother.

Recent psychology publications indicate that the removal of a parent from a child does profound psychological damage. Currently interference with custody is being seen as a form of child abuse.

The DSM VI includes wording about “Parental Alienation Syndrome”, a breakthrough for fathers.

Where else will you learn this stuff? In psych class…please.

#icethemout; Remember Thomas Ball. He died for your children.

[Anonymous 9]

I’m here almost every other day.

I need a constant reminder of bitches and how they can f~~~ your life up if you let them.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

[treelville..miamiParticipant 893]

Soldier medic, even though you didn’t specify the issue, I felt similarly a ways back. We’ve all been disenfranchised by the system and it stings, foregoing everything else with a new vision can be a difficult task and all we can do is hope.

For me the difficulty came off as self pity perhaps probably because I knew my life would be quite different than most in my inner circle. Also the innabilty to help my friends and family in blue pill hell because “hey not everyone wants to wake up”. I did what I could in constant solitude and thought, reeducating myself throughout the manosphere and basically desensitizing my hate until it I began to feel nothing but pity for the weaker sex as opposed to resentment.

It took a while and some time for this to occurr as I cannot say that I’m no longer resentful but no where near as angry as my initial response to the red pill but also  there’s no turning back. I still have a ways to go and I wish you luck brother.

"The wounds of honor are self inflicted"

[KeymasterKeymaster]

Barbarossa is intellectually gifted. But Spetsnaz can gut you. He take you places you kinda don’t really want to go – or are not ready to go. The compelling visual backdrop helps keep you in your seat – even if you weren’t prepared. It’s like the book the Manipulated Man. It’s pro-male in it’s intent, and honesty, but you’re hollowed out after reading it because it doesn’t read “pro male”. Still, you want to read it again …. and then thank her for doing you the favor of reminding the man of his place in the world – or how the world sees you. Spetsnaz is truly illusion-shattering.

@soldier-medic best to you and salutations from us. Don’t be too much of a stranger.

If you keep doing what you've always done... you're gonna keep getting what you always got.

[HimeoParticipant 471]

You aren’t alone, brother.

[xgreenlanternoxParticipant 253]

Anonymous wrote:

I’m here almost every other day. I need a constant reminder of bitches and how they can f~~~ your life up if you let them.

I second that. I just recently found MGTOW less than a week ago and am still having trouble swallowing my doses of the red pill. As badly as I want to just shut off all attraction to and attention towards females and fully become completely asexual, I have been unable to do so 100% without slipping up and needing to be slapped back down to reality.

Our primal instincts are to be extremely drawn to women and it is very tough to put the brakes on that in the beginning as I am seeing. I too really hope it gets better because I am tired of these damn situations that keep coming up where a woman walks past me and as hard as I try I can’t look away. I know that all I am doing is giving her dusty ass a reason to smile inside and think “yep I still got it”, therefore continuing to contribute to the very problem that caused MGTOW’s existance which makes it even more frustrating…

Your pain is felt by many and you aren’t alone my friend… I hope that helps somewhat!

[experiencedParticipant]

A prior replier above wrote, “There is nothing wrong with women or the legal system.  Women are women and conduct their lives completely oblivious to why they do what they do.  The legal systems that deals with the outfall from male/female/family relationships is simply societies means of reacting to the resulting situations.

But then he also wrote, “You can ignore the bat crazy comments, and those from the fringe.”

"It seems like there's times a body gets struck down so low, there ain't a power on earth that can ever bring him up again. Seems like something inside dies so he don't even want to get up again. But he does."

[sidecarParticipant 35862]

Soldier-Medic wrote:

I gotta tell you guys that I’m just chocking on the Red Pills right now and have found myself alternating between periods of seething rage and out and out crying.

Anger is one of the first steps. And you have every right to be angry. What matters is what you do with that anger. You can let it eat you up inside or you can channel it into something productive. For example anger can turn a mediocre workout into a stunningly effective one, especially if your trying to bust through a plateau in performance.

ILiveAgain wrote:

It takes time, pain and acceptance.

I don’t think acceptance is the right word. It’s not quite the same as not giving any more f~~~s.

[ILiveAgainParticipant]

Sidecar:

Well yes I agree … I was trying to be gentle and diplomatic ☺

But yes …. ditto

[Puffin StuffParticipant 25019]

It’s not acceptance of female flaws, they are unacceptable. It’s indifference to female flaws as they are irrelevant to any man who is master of himself.

#icethemout; Remember Thomas Ball. He died for your children.

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