Beeing back from the plantation, I thought I update you guys, how it all went.
Simply the set up and place were beautiful. Of course she (the bride) had everything planned and he (the groom) just nodded to her plans.
As I am not religous, rather a refugee from 2-3 years of batist indoctrination, I was bored to pieces during the church ceremonial. And as I knew that he is not religious at all, but she and her family is very conservative, I had to restrain myself from intentional laughter 🙂 🙂
Luckily there were some guys from his work I immediatly had a good laught with.
Mainly there were broads who who were married or had their boyfriends with them.
Late into the night, everybody has been drinking since 17:00, I tried to get rid of a shot. A girl, my age stood next to me. Somehow we bonded over a music group. So we got talking. The first things were “Are you single?” So as a guy I think, WTF, this broad is f~~~ing direct. Next things were “How old are you?” “What do you do for a living?” Ok, this broad means business I thought. It is late I am drunk and she is looking for someone to hook up with.
We started talking and from the beginning of the weeding, my intentions were to tone everything down I had learned the last 4 months. Keeping some stuff for myself because of my friend. Normally on a normal party night I would not give a s~~~. As you know, I have numerous girls calling me a jerk or an a hole talking to me.
So, I figured, I am taking the own experience route here, I thought to myself. I told her that I have a checklist I am looking for in a girl and it is the stuff the great Tom Leykis talks about, but we as blue piller (well I definitly transformed by now) maybee thought are right, but through gender bulls~~~ never had the b~~~~ to articulate to a broad. These things for e include:
– I don’t date chicks who discuss every argument we are having in our relationship with her girlfriends
– “-” who have nights out with their male friends
– “-” who have guy friends
– “-” who are single mothers
I left out the specific points, mind you, because it was his f~~~ing idiotic weeding.
So this broad comes onto me, and tries to change me.Of course! She figures I am not from the plantation and tries to lure me in with some hippy happy bulls~~~ after I told her that my approach towards your gender has changed dramatically.
Of course the normal shaming s~~~ begins. Guys it is always the same! They all want you to go back to the plantation. You are somebody who got away in their eyes. You can’t be enslaved anymore. It’s like their secret police tries to bring you back in line. It is to rip out your hair (german expression).
Things they try to lure you back into their game:
– “Somebody must have hurt you.” followed by “Did she sleep with somebody else?” Mind you I never let it came that far
– “You are emotionally repressed.”
– She kept on repeating “One day you will find her.”
Here’s the kicker guys. She knew I wanted to f~~~ her. She initiated it for my part, with her statements in the beginnning “Are you single?” “How old are you?” etc. To come over good, (mind you I never compliment broads) I said “At least you are an honest mother.” Yes she was a mother and married, she told me after 15 minutes. Guys!!!! I wanted to wait until I wrote that, but there you have it. As we were speaking she was half an inch away from my face and guys were applauding me and giving me high fives because they were standing there and admiring me talking to the broad.
So, she wanted to get my attention and me to give her eyes with these starting sentences. THe one about “Oh you will one day met the one.” She clearly was talking about herself at that point, trying to get all of my attention.
Next point.
Why does every broad I met f~~~ing tell me in the first 10 minutes that most of her friends are guys? Is this some type of disease or spasm?
Restraining myself going all out on that broad I just told her short “They all wanna f~~~ you.” She was looking quite ok I have to tell you and I probably would have sticked it in, if I knew the other parties and how they relate to one another. The broads are crazy today. I for once would do it. I don’t care. SHowing their ugly faces. It has been enough how she talked so close at the weeding so that people were giving me the high fives. Her husband, she told me, was sitting at home with her child. They have been seperated during their marriage two times. It would not suprise me if it wasn’t his kid.
Oh, they always try to weaken you with some psychological s~~~, like “You don’t look like you are having fun.” They try to get you with it. Don’t fall for this s~~~. They try to dominate you as our superior, telling us how we should feel and s~~~. They can suck my dick.
F~~~ing get lost.
I told her to move back, because I didn’t know the people and their bondings to one another, but I wnot fond of the idea to get into an argument with somebody at a friends weeding about a slut like that. Again, the poor bastard has no idea, or pushes it down how his broad acts, when he takes care of the baby at home. So the whole was rather f~~~ed up. She told people behind my back (I heard it) what an ahole and jerk I am. Well guys, before it would have made me mad, as I have always been told to be the nice polite boy. Nowadys it makes me f~~~ing proud to not been lined up besides the other poor souls that worship their muscle between her legs.
She was speaking quite frankly and bluntly about “guys f~~~ing girls” “c~~~s in the disco” “girls like to f~~~ the same amount as men do”.
Her parents divorced, so she likely has daddy issues. Oh and she works as a nurse. I had nurses before and they are bats~~~ crazy in their sex life and in bed. They don’t care.
So, the take away part for me was, in the beginning I told her indirectly that women lust for a dominant man, who dominates her, she tried to come back at me with “You have to open your heart” bla bla s~~~. “Ah, with … (insert my age here) you already think like that.” shakes her head in a cineastic way.
Almost at the end after I asked her how her husband is, she tells me he is like I am and that because of that she loves him. Give me a break.
Sorry for speeling or gramatical mishaps. It is not my first language and it has been ages since I learned it in school.
Ashcroft 4 years, 8 months ago.
If you keep doing what you've always done... you're gonna keep getting what you always got.
