Well, let me start with just one story that basically makes me get away from the current situation with women, in fact this story might fit well into your own experience.
I had this friend, 12 years friendship, we have our moments in intimacy, I used to pay the booze and every single little s~~~ so yeahh that means I was an asshole.
As the time goes by she become more and more closer to me, even send me text messages with the “I love you” and some pics through Whatsapp, fine, maybe was genuine but here is the catch, I had a friend named “X”, he always told me:
“She is a f~~~ing gold-digger, such a slut don’t deserve your attention”…
Ok, as the time goes by she start to avoid me, which honestly I don’t give a s~~~ since she has her own life, but the fact is that she become part of another people with problems of alcoholism, she also become the classic party girl, 3 days a week in hangover, lost her cellphone, wake up in another peoples house, debts, etc…
So basically she was saying: “I’m busy working on my University, on projects and s~~~” but I knew (Since we have a lot of common friends) that she was only partying with a lot of local Skinheads with drug and law issues, also became part of a cult which has the practice of occultism, so I stopped to talk to her since I quit drinking and became a different man, so I stopped getting in touch with her…
1 year passed…
When I found her one day she told me that she has a new boyfriend, remember the guy who told she was a c~~~? Well, it’s him! She knew that I was in love and also he knew that, even with that in mind they disrespect me in some way, I felt crushed and betrayed but I don’t move a finger against them, I respect their decision, so I stay back once again from her, after 1 year and a half I found him in on the streets walking, he says that felt sorry for betraying our friendship by taking the love of my life, he actually finish the relation with her because she was only for the apartment and huge car, also his income is pretty juicy so you may know that she was after that since i reject to keep paying her s~~~ty lifestyle.
Now I’m in front of her once again and rescue the friendship (and pseudo relationship), yeeaahh I know I’m a moron. After that her brother died (he was 25 years old) and i was the first in home with her (she called me when her brother died) so I just run to her house and be a support on these difficult times. As time goes by she return to the Skinheads crew, she literary torn apart when this guys come up, also she avoid every single moment to replace me with some fake excuses (like feeling bored and decided to sleep in another house with another man).
Now since November 2015 my father was diagnosed with cancer, I told her about that and she only says “You can always count on me” but the moments I need company she never appears, in fact she prefer to go to the beach or drinking beer.
I know I might sound like a person who wants to have a control over her, believe me, is not, in fact she have enough freedom to do all she wants, it just prove me that also I give too much to a person who never give anything back, knowing that human relationships are based on exchange, but on this occasion I just received nice words and no facts, without facts you cannot measure something tangible nor even have positive conclusions only negative results.
An interesting fact of her mindset regarding the learning in occultism (don’t ask me the name of the sect) is that she developed a theory that everything is subjective and relative, this is the major hoax to involve someone into erratic behavior, they don’t have a moral and ethical point to follow since everything is subjective, she may found her actions as positive towards me since she makes a distortion of reality on her own words just to relieve her consciousness.
Now I’m towards a project in Latin-American regarding economic matters, make several reforms to change at least try it…
You might already know but MGTOW is just a consequence of the destruction of Western Civilization values, is not that MGTOW is bad, the bad point is the people who are influenced by negative social media, in fact my friends, MGTOW is the remnant of the good men in Western Civilization, yes, the strong, the determined, salute for this group!
Waiting for your opinions my friends!
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bomwa 3 years, 11 months ago.
