The truth about me, and my latest thoughts…….. not rants…..
I did not have the luxury for psychotherapy, besides my cousin told it’s impossible to psychoanalyze the Irish. I agree. I’m sure that some in MT don’t like my brand of thinking, to bad, it’s all I have.
In the beginning of my meltdown I was extremely unstable, to the point I found myself with a loaded pistol in my mouth aimed at my brain-steam. I wanted to do it right and not survive. My humanity saved me, I couldn’t bear someone finding me with my brains all over the wall. I don’t know how close I came to the hammer dropping, but I was squeezing the trigger slowly, and holding the pistol firmly, figuring I would go off , whenever it went off. I was lucky.
Anybody reading this and contemplating redecorating a wall with their brains, DON”T. I’m glad to be alive every day. My relations~~~s with women mostly led me to this. I don’t blame any single one of them, but collectively I do. I found women to be heartless, spiteful, vengeful, and not concerned the least.
I know my rants have probably made some people uncomfortable, too bad. I have never uncorked this bottle until now through MGTOW. I have more than 20 yrs. of self psychotherapy under my belt, yes I a few broken fasteners, mostly the fastener that attach a man to a woman.
It’s not my fault geocentric (female based) sociality and women conditioned me to a state of self worthlessness. If you thing I hit to hard and punch holes the “sacred”, to bad, it’s my brand, and mine alone…
I find myself reading more and speaking less. MGTOW is a place where I found others have gone through the same experiences. My genuine concern is for the jina dipped young men who don’t know any better. They don’t know why they want to kill themselves, they just want the stop the pain. To them I say the focus is in the wrong place (gynocentric sociality) women have become so self absorbed, they collectively ignore the carnage of this very SICK society. The media spot light is always on their problems, their emotions, their feelings….
MGTOW is focused on our feelings, our problems, our hearts, and our minds. MGTOW is sew aside prevention for young men and old. You can learn self worth-fullness, self adore(not conceit). It’s OK to feel the way you do, and hopefully MTOW can help you make sense of it all. The human heart is a tricky little devil, it’s easy to deceive your self, and deprive your self of what is rightfully yours.
The reason we talk so much about woman in MT is because that’s what we left behind to rot and decay in the ashes of feminisium. We truly don’t “love” women anymore. We respect their cunning and conniving, it’s in their DNA. We stepped out of their spotlight and into our own, they deserve it. How many female sew asides do you hear of? Yet men drop like flies, and NOBODY in the gynocentric gives a damn, well I do, and WELCOME TO MGTOW…………………………………………………….….. P.S. I’ll be taking a brake from posting, It’s been more than 20 yrs. since I visited these emotions……Cheers!
Tic 1 year, 1 month ago.
