Been Lurking for a While…Official Hello

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    MetalHead
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    Hello fellow MGTOWs! I’ve been lurking on here for a few weeks and decided to finally write a proper introduction. I can’t say I have a definitive red pill moment or epiphany but apparently I took it at some point and didn’t realize it until I noticed how tough it is to swallow. I’m still digesting it but I’m definitely appreciative of its affects so far. This place has been eye opening!

    Some history: I’m 26 and my first (and only) real relationship started when I was 14 and that lasted until I was 20 years old (big mistake in retrospect). She left me and immediately start dating a “friend” of mine who I had introduced her to and they are now married. After we split I never tried to contact her again, she tried a couple times shortly after but I wanted nothing to do with her and it’s been six years since we’ve spoke and frankly I can’t even remember much about that relationship since I’ve repressed most of the memories for so long. I only know some bits about how her life started going because of a network of knowing people who know people who know people kind of thing. But I digress. I remained single and uninterested in girls for the next four years and had an absolute f~~~ing blast! Hanging out with my friends, getting drunk, playing music, enjoying all the hobbies I had given up for that harlot. Just plain old good times.

    At 24 I started feeling lonely again and longed for that kind of female companionship I once had and I joined a couple dating sites and started interacting with the womens out in public.  After a few dead end conversations and bad first dates I finally met a girl that seemed to be in to me (seemed being the key word) as I was in to her. I spent almost two years in this s~~~ty on again off again “relationship” with this girl. There were SO many things wrong with this situation that I can’t begin to describe all my problems with it. Basically, I white knighted the s~~~ out of here (another regret of mine, but sometimes you learn the hard way) because society and family told me that’s the kind of man I should be and I truly believed in that at the time. I fell in love with her HARD. She knew that and kept herself invested and around just enough to be the proverbial carrot on a stick and keep me from letting her go. And the few times I did tell her I’m done, I don’t want to do this anymore, she ended crawling back to me after a couple weeks. I was so miserable and depressed from not having any of my affection, interest and attention being reciprocated that I developed a bad drinking problem, at one point I was drunk every single day for three months straight. I saw someone on here describe the type of relationship that this was. It was high investment with little to no return and often times a negative return.

    Okay, so that got much more in depth than I intended. If you’ve read this far I appreciate it and if not I totally understand. I definitely feel some shame for that second “relationship” but I was getting a lot of sex and got her to do things she said she’d never do. And I feel a little bit like a whiny bitch as my past experiences and problems weren’t nearly as destructive and detrimental as some of the users on here and elsewhere in the world. I got off easy compared to a lot of men out there. I’m glad to have found this place and look forward to contributing to other threads and soaking up wisdom and insight from my fellow MGTOWs.

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    If you’ve read this far I appreciate it and if not I totally understand.

    Hey MetalHead, get close to the the magnetic poles on the manisphere, it’ll boost your manly voltage up to 240 60hz. You’ll be thinking high voltage with your new overclocked brain, we’re glad to read your post, every word, we’ll be looking for more. Welcome!

    #29143
    MetalHead
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    Thanks MG-Tower! I’m definitely working on it. No more wading around in the neutral zone for this guy.

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    Ned Trent
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    Welcome to the club house, MetalHead. Do feel free to explore further and contribute with more posts of yours…

    I am also still a metal head quite a bit older than you but hey…     … other than that we are quite the same.

    All the best and have fun in here.

     

    Ned T.

    I'd rather die a natual death with a clear MGTOW conscience somewhere off the grid than one within "modern" civilisation with a big stress mark on my forehead and a couple of dozen tubes plugged into my body. Back to the plantation..? Me..? Hey, literally: I won't ever fucking kid myself...YZERLMNTSIC

    #29165
    Harpo-My-"SON"
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    Good read   metalhead wrote:   “Okay, so that got much more in depth than I intended.”

     

     

    when I read the intro section this is my MO. First I skip the old (men I have already welcomed) look for the newest post and right click open in a new window usually 5 or 6 introductions. I then read and comment. On a rare occasion an intro will leave me speechless or without comment.  (twice so far) once when the guy had such a horror story I just could not for the life of me relate, and another time the intro lacked any depth at all.  The “hey I am here” intro is not worthy of my slow two finger style of typing reply.

    Depth makes something more interesting.

    Welcome to mgtow and I agree with the other two guys you should jump in some more. The waters warm.

     

    I was bound to be misunderstood, and I laugh at those who misunderstand me. Kind mockery at the well intentioned, but unfettered cruelty towards those would be prison guards of my creative possibilities. This so as to learn as much from misunderstanding as from understanding. Taking pleasure in worthy opponents and making language fluid and flowing like a river yet pointed and precise as a dagger. Contradicts the socialistic purpose of language and makes for a wonderful linguistic dance, A verbal martial art with constant parries that hone the weapon that is the two edged sword of my mouth.

    #30721
    Mackiavelic
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     once when the guy had such a horror story I just could not for the life of me relate

     

    i have this same feeling most of the time.Having been a mgtow for almost forever and having dodged most problems that women can cause you , i most of the time feel that i dont really have nothing i can say to you guys,i read all introductions and posts and learn from it but beeing almost problem free enables me to discuss things ive never experienced and im not much of a experienced guy to give anyone advice .

    So i will just welcome you and have a nice time among us .

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