Became Paranoid over the years

[mrpropmechParticipant 216]

I thought a good amount on a title for this intro, but literally this is what happened to me. Let me preface this by saying I have been with 3 women, serious relationships. Really only one was any good but we broke up 5 years ago now. Only had one cheater that I know of but possibly 2 (she never came clean but Im sure she cheated). The first woman I was with was about a year, second 6 months, 3rd around 4. Ive dated several others but nothing ever materialized.

The last one I dated was not for me at all. Real nice personality but not the same as mine, I dug humor she didn’t, hated it in any form. Really quiet that type of thing. Found out she was a 24 year old virgin and bolted. There is more to the story but its not important.

I’m 24 and I work a great job, made 70k last year, and have many hobbies, which I am adding more to as time goes on. I enrolled back in school last semester as a start of a backup plan, so to speak, in case I want to change careers down the road. I took my current job up far from home and lived there for 6 months, this was in 2010. I really got to know myself alot more back then, I came to terms with the fact that I was making good money but had to forgo family and friends to get it. Don’t regret it one bit. The amount of life experience I gained doing that was invaluable. Long story short, I love my alone time. Though I did end up being transferred to a location an hour from my home town 6 months later.

As far as women go, I can not begin to state how many times I have been asked about what I do and how much I make by them. I instantly cringe. If I am on a date with someone I dodge around this question or lie. This is part of the reason I red pilled, I also became afraid of the “being trapped” situation with a kid that is or isn’t mine. The money is the main part that makes me apprehensive, that and the fact that women now a days seem to like to have a large amount of control over their partner. Something else which has never rode well with me, that and the endless frigging mind games.

One of my coworkers is on his third marriage. Another has 2 kids and a controlling wife he is whipped to. He has a 55 Chevy truck in his garage that he bought 15 years ago to restore before he had kids, well he had them, and it has sat there ever since. He constantly bitches about his wife and everything in between hes almost 40, and all I can think about is that I don’t want to be him. I want to enjoy life.

[…Spectator 1165]

Welcome MrPropMech! Sounds like you figured it out in time. Thank God for that man.

[mrpropmechParticipant 216]

Thank you sir. Reading all your guys’ stories… F~~~… Glad we’re all here though.

[Anonymous 5]

Your in a good place bro. It’s okay to be paranoid. Paranoia is just your survival instinct kicking in. You know how evil women are and your body/brain let’s you know when those c~~~s are ready to steal your money. I suggest avoiding women and stick with escorts when you need to get your rocks off. Welcome to MGTOW.

[Smitty the Great OneParticipant 1535]

if you’re not paranoid about women, you haven’t been paying attention…

Life is too long to play by someone elses rules....

[mrpropmechParticipant 216]

Just seeing how everyones partners treat them married or otherwise just really makes me apprehensive to being in another relationship and taking the risk. One of my close friends has had the same woman for the past 4 years 3 of which have been sexless. She controls him, he buys her all sorts of s~~~ including just recently a 20,000 suv that he is making payments on… she lives with him rent free and he covers all her bills… I feel bad for him but he truly likes it, like he has stockholm syndrome or something

[Krab_AssParticipant 267]

Welcome mrpropmech.  May I offer you some red pills??  IMHO I have found the truth (and clarity) is not pretty.    No sir, it is not pretty but it beats the s~~~ out of thinking (and seeing) things are lovely when they really aren’t.  In any bad situation , one has to first start with the facts and truth.   Only then, can we slowly move forward to grow and heal.

You mentioned how women ask what you do and how much you make – yeah – I can relate.   I USED to think (when I was a BLUE PILLER) that it was just ‘polite’ conversation, but now I understand it to be her thinking ‘OK – just how much time am I going to invest in this guy before I can get money out of him’.

Could you imagine the look on a woman’s face if, while on a first date, you asked HER what she does or how much she makes??

I digress, my apologies.   Welcome sir, welcome.

 

"I care not what others think of what I do, but I care very much about what I think of what I do! That is character!"
~ Theodore Roosevelt

[mrpropmechParticipant 216]

Mrpops Im curious about escorts, I only know of backpage and redbook… Are there any current threads on dealing with them and the safety precautions used? Ive heard of people getting robbed. No idea how common that is but I do have a CCW.

[Ned TrentParticipant 4894]

Another welcome from my end, mrpropmech. You bet, you will learn a helluvalot in here. Whenever it comes to the trick question of a woman about the “What do you do for a living?” type, by now I no longer even cringe myself but rather dodge around it similar to the way you do presumably, but also more often than not simultaneously  I’m very economical with the truth and thus smashing the question right off by saying my standard line (which most of the time works out nicely): “Ohh errrm, basically I’m a survival artist first and foremost but recently got re-schooling to become a jack of all trades. Thanks for asking…”

I'd rather die a natual death with a clear MGTOW conscience somewhere off the grid than one within "modern" civilisation with a big stress mark on my forehead and a couple of dozen tubes plugged into my body. Back to the plantation..? Me..? Hey, literally: I won't ever fucking kid myself...YZERLMNTSIC

[KeymasterKeymaster]

mrpropmech wrote:

As far as women go, I can not begin to state how many times I have been asked about what I do and how much I make by them. I instantly cringe.

Same. But that will pass. Now it’s a JOKE to me.

• So what do you do?
• Where do you live?
• What kind of car do you drive?

The same f~~~ing unorginal predictable s~~~ over and over again. Now, you know what I tell them?
“I’m an ass model. Don’t believe it? Here, feel it. You can bounce a quarter off this puppy.”

(It’s 10x funnier if you look like George from Seinfeld.)

… and within 2 minutes of meeting her, I have a strange woman feeling my ass – which would have never happened if I told her what I actually do. So what would you rather do? Answer her f~~~ing stupid question? Or get a hand on your ass. Then you get to say “HEY!!! don’t get fresh or I will cry sexual harassment. Now go buy me a drink an apologize.”

Now she’s laughing and buying me a f~~~ing drink.

Women are a JOKE with that s~~~, so I treat them like a joke and amuse myself. I’ve told women I’m an astronaut too. Pointed up at the sky and said “see that? That’s my office”. Of course I’m f~~~ing joking, but just because she’s a drag to be around, I’m gonna amuse and entertain myself at her expense.

It’s GOOD to take yourself – and the world – seriously.
But taking women seriously is not something I can do anymore.

NEVER answer a woman’s questions directly. If she were direct, she would just ask “So how much money do you make”? But because she’s a slippery little whore with her questioning, she will get vague answers. She doesn’t deserve a direct answer. The way she presents herself is not honest either, so why would a man ever treat her like she deserves an answer. This is how you can come to enjoy these dumb f~~~ing questions. Now I can’t wait to get asked.

Welcome to MGTOW MR. PropMech.

If you keep doing what you've always done... you're gonna keep getting what you always got.

[mrpropmechParticipant 216]

Brilliance Keymaster, I love it!

[KeymasterKeymaster]

So glad! Have a f~~~ing spectacular weekend!

If you keep doing what you've always done... you're gonna keep getting what you always got.

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