ANGST ANGER FRUSTRATION ALONE

[JimBoLeaParticipant 1891]

WHEN I WAS GOING THRU THE S~~~ OF EMOTIONAL YO-YOING I DID USE MUSIC AS AN ESCAPE , AS AN OUTLET TO CHANNEL THE FEMININE ILK THAT I ENDURED WHERE I WAS WORKING, PUTTING UP A MASK AROUND THE HUNDREDS OF C~~~S I WOULD SEE AND HAVE TO INTERACT WITH ON A DAILY BASIS.
IF I DID NOT HAVE THAT OUTLET I WOULD BE IN JAIL OR DEAD BY NOW. LISTENING TO ALICE IN CHAINS MOSTLY AND STP .

THEN SLOWLY THAT ANGST AND ANGER SETTLED DOWN, MY MIND WAS CLEARING OUT ALL OF THE ENTAILMENTS ALL THE FEMINISTIC ISSUES I’M F~~~ING FREE!!! HOW CAN I EXPRESS THE F~~~ING JOY IT IS TO BE FREE, F~~~ !!!

SORRY IM NOT AN INTELECTUAL THAT HAS MORE WORDS IN MY VOCABULARY THAT WELL LET ME LOOK IT UP. PLEASURE , GLADNESS, MAKING ME SOCIABLE AGAIN . TRANSPORTING MY SOUL ABOVE THE FEMINISTIC PLANE. AND I AM HAPPY FLYING HIGH(ALTITUDE) AND F R E E

LILITH IS THE HEAD SUCCUBUS AND SHE LIVES ON THE DARK SIDE OF THE MOON

[PistolPeteParticipant 27143]

JimBoLea wrote:

SORRY IM NOT AN INTELECTUAL THAT HAS MORE WORDS IN MY VOCABULARY THAT WELL LET ME LOOK IT UP.

Don’t sweat it; You’re smarter than 90% of the idiots I went to college/law school with. Question: what is Alice in Chains? I assume its music of some kind? I ask because with rare exception I listen to nothing composed after 1760.

[JimBoLeaParticipant 1891]

LILITH IS THE HEAD SUCCUBUS AND SHE LIVES ON THE DARK SIDE OF THE MOON

[PistolPeteParticipant 27143]

That was intersting and if it gets you from point A to point B so much the better but this is a little more my thing:

[Anonymous 43]

[PistolPeteParticipant 27143]

That was excellent May 7; I’ve seen a couple of other videos by these guys they are really impressive. No I’m not a music snob. People with musical talent blow me away…I have none. I’ve seen Cameron Carpenter in person when he was like 17 years old—unbelievable.

When I was 9 or 10 my parents sent me to get piano lessons and the piano teacher was some old chain smoking Hungarian guy. first thing he did was grab hold of my hands and look them (I thought he was making sure they were clean) Then he lets me go, snorts and says BAHH you no play piano ever…you “ucide” or something like that. Years later I knew a guy who spoke the language and he said it means “butcher”. I can’t play a whistle but how would you like your steak? HA HA

[Anonymous 43]

[hmskl’dParticipant 6406]

JimBoLea wrote:

I AM HAPPY FLYING HIGH(ALTITUDE) AND F R E E

… words to live by.

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