A Woman and Her Phone.

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And on a sidenote:

When I share stories like the above posted incident, depending on the topic I am responding to – the timeline of events in the journeys of the Sky-0 a long time ago in a blue pill galaxy far, far, away might be out of sequence.

So I occasionally have to reiterate when I post an incident like the one above that at that point in time as well as other points that should have been red pill awakening moments: They were in fact, NOT the catalyst for what led me to choose another path and leave my old ways behind.

Despite the lies, manipulation and betrayal at each point: It always caused me to regroup and try again with the next one. Truly believing that if I could find the right one: Not necessarily a unicorn but rather a pegasus that I could break the cycle.

Eventually way down the road, coming to the conclusion that it was futile and a lost cause.

But that point came much later. When I was on the verge of a total collapse, emotionally, spiritually and psychologically.

Ultimately, I had to lose myself in order to find myself.

And terminate my old life in order to begin the journey in my new life.

I had to terminate that which kept me tied in chains. It’s like I could hear the CIA guy at the beginning of the movie Apocalypse Now tell Martin Sheen’s character ‘Terminate. . . with extreme prejudice.’

With that reference being made. All I can say is that when I finally crashed and burned, I came about as close to going over the edge as Colonel Kurtz did. Which was the result of finally having figured it all out. It was shocking and too much to absorb all at once.

Not even making this up. There I was, in my room, my silhouette against the wall, made possible by the light of a candle. Empty bottles of Jagermeister in my room as the sound of Type O Negative added a soundtrack to my breakdown.

To paraphrase a quote from Martin Sheen’s character as he listened to Colonel Kurtz and keeping in mind that nobody was sent up a river into Cambodia to kill me at my hidden base in the jungle. As I sat alone in my room on the verge of losing all remaining links to this world:

‘If the pumpkins back in Nha Trang could see him now, would they still want him dead. . . . probably more than ever’

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For those who might be new here, look at the threads Matrix has started and maintained. This is amazing, true knowledge he brings to you all. Heed his words men, there is truth in them that you need to know…

No longer can we walk away, we must run. Remove the motive power.

[Prefer Peace to PieceParticipant 10809]

Apple says that iPhone users unlock their phones 80 times a day.

Dopamine is released every time we receive something on our phones. Incidentally, dopamine is also the driver of heroin and cocaine addiction.
My own opinion is that women are addicted to the dopamine buzz.
I personally won’t tolerate a woman using a cell phone if I am with her.

Researchers have found smarter, more analytical thinkers are less active on their smartphone search engines than other people. The link between less analytical thinking and more smartphone scrolling is there.

I never have understood why women take selfies all day long. Can a person be that narcissistic? My vote is yes.

In some ways I’m happy to see a lady spend the day on her cell phone, because she will be too tied up to bother me as much.

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