A Couple of Short Writings on Then Relationships

[sleepytercelParticipant 53]

Just a couple of short lyrics I wrote that convey my thoughts and feelings with my then women I gave years of my life to.

“Is This What Love Supposed to Be”

Like a desolate leaf in a desert
Crumbles to pieces as time passes away
A desperate wish for the best to come
Makes one wonder why things went astray

A heart that beats a hundred times a minute
A minor hole that never seems to fill
An inner frustration that boils the blood
A lack of funds that can’t supply the bills

Is this what love supposed to be?
Is this what love supposed to be?
Why do things sometimes feel so empty?

Like a story that leaves you guessing
You’re left wondering how it’ll really end
A looping thought of uncertainty
Unleashes the emotion contained within

A thought that runs around the mind continuously
A wispy voice of doubt that’s held and stored
An inner frustration of feeling like a child
A mouthful of blame that is being deplored

Is this what love supposed to be?
Is this what love supposed to be?
Why do things sometimes feel so empty?

12/06 Christian

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“Untitled and Self-Explanatory”

Oh yeah, the suffering decay of inner-rage remains

to be set beyond a bounty of deletion

It only gets worse as the sanity deteriorates

which may be cause for the constant observations

It’s a whole ‘nother matter when you don’t wanna be kicked around

but you continue to serve yourself as a platter

and as you reconcile with those who seem to hound

you realize that the burdens don’t seem to matter

Memories are the past and the future shall create

a new profound meaning to why things initiate

But tell me is it foolish to ignore that you’re the bait?

While those continue to point out your flaws

But who f~~~ing needs it after all?

Jumping to conclusions with no real hard evidence

is a character trait of an over-active brain

It digs deep into the mind of past remembrance

and pulls the realizations that you wish were not contained

There is no feeling of sorrow when it’s performed by yourself

and there should be no modest way to explain

It’s easy to point the implications on everybody else

but is it really necessary for you to react in vain?

Memories are the past and the future shall create

a new profound meaning to why things initiate

But tell me is it foolish to ignore that you’re the bait?

While those continue to point out your flaws

But who f~~~ing needs it after all?

6/06 Christian

shield the victim complex by ignoring

[Bozo BusParticipant 27]

Wow, that is just amazing! You should really protect that legally before people share it. The pain we go through is like Dante’s Inferno. That should be read by every boy and explained to them before it happens to them. At least then, they can’t say nobody told me the Hell that awaits me.

[,Participant 1301]

keep the Rage for inspiration but find a way to put it away on demand.

with joy/without hate

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