25 and not a good sperm donor!

With this post i hope to inspire other men in the MGTOW path, oh boy where to start? i dropped out of high school at 19 when i was a senior, my life was full of tragedy, struggle and loved ones dropping left and right, i still do have some family, but i only care about my mother and THAT’S IT.

For me the day to day it’s nothing but a concert or a ritual so to speak, i strap on new underwear and smoke a fine cigar, i tend to enjoy the little things, sitting outside and meditating, talking to my neighbors or watching the news, playing with my cat.You can say i am an old man trapped in a young man’s body, i don’t care how much money i have or make in my 2 bank accounts, i live the day to day detached from other people and their problems, looking at them with a feeling of both pity and detachment, because is the only way i have learned to get by in this world full of suffering and broken souls.

My parents are both cousins and every since i turned 18 my life has changed constantly with health problems, i am not retarded mentally my family has excellent genes but that hasn’t helped me much, blood pressure problems, psychosis and more. You still think i give a damn? hahaha, i learned watchmaking working at my local shopping mall, working for jewelers and perfected it on my own at home taking apart watches i bought with my own money, eventually landing me big with some wealthy clients who take me to expensive dinners and give me jobs to do.

My final analysis is live life not to create or envision, but in what you can become, become the best you, ever changing and ever adapting to your environment, not everyone will turn filthy rich, so make the best of what you have in your life…

I know i don’t have much to live because of my bad blood, that’s why i didn’t kid myself to fall into illusions of greatness and wealth, i know that if i don’t have it now then the chances of having it latter are scarce.