I was once married for 12 years to a good woman, a decent person... I was a rare lucky one to get out of marriage with my money and my life and my dignity. Two great kids, but marriage was not for me. The awful part began while long term dating a series of women, young, half my age to older than me, Some were gorgeous with model looks... ALL were awful and ALL were nightmares. Age, looks, background doesn't effect the insanity. Im done with relationships with women. I still find sex, but I never date anymore. I don't do hook ups. I pay for intimacy, and when I'm done with the total fantasy, I'm thrilled to be alone.