Rejected by women for over 30 years. Manipulated, lied to and abused in every way possible. Lived my life trying to do the right things. Always upheld respect, always tried to help to be supportive. As a result I was punished for it. Never experienced a prom, never experienced love, never experienced a good woman. 30+ years of being invisible has changed me forever. Went from being the ever supportive man for feminism. I marched, I paraded myself in support of their causes. But when it came to my life, my experiences, my struggles, my emotions. No one was there, they didn't care and only used the opportunity when I was hurt to beat me down further. Received manipulation from a gold digger who lied to me from day one. In one moment someone who I thought cared about me, someone I finally met who I thought understood me turned out to be just another liar. I changed forever and realized that this world really hates men. It hates everything about us. I began to understand that I was sold a lie in the belief that if I worked hard and tried to be the best person I could be that women would respect me. In fact quite the contrary, doing the right things in life seemed to help motivate women to disrespect, mock and degrade me. I finally learned my lesson I finally woke up. Though I am aware that I will most likely be alone forever. It is a hard fact to face each day but there is no denying reality. Though it may be incorrect to some for me to say that I no longer believe in women. I do not believe that they are capable of truly loving a man. I have never met a good woman and I am doubtful now at this point in my life that any actually exist. The things I have seen and experienced could only be summed up as horrific. It is difficult to extend trust to something that has only caused hurt and abuse in your life. The trust is gone, perhaps forever. Everyman wants to believe that there are good women but a belief does not necessarily make something so. The scars I bear go deep inside of my heart and follow me forever. I am just sorry that fate has chosen me to be the recipient of their hate in life. I never did anything bad to women. I always tried to help them but I paid the price. Such a high price. I am a designer, developer and have traveled a bit in life.