I was in a fragmented state when I realized that modern day women are a walking contradiction. When I discovered the stark asynchronicity between what they say, and what they actually want. When it dawned on me that the cliche, "nice guys finish last" is actuality, I once was a blue pill mangina, who respectfully catered to women's desires. I did this in hopes I could make them happy. The real truth is that women are very rarely happy. If a woman can't find happiness herself, then how can I provide her that which she lacks? The answer is simple, I can't. See, after being burned by the hypergamous nature of women, it slowly dawned on me that the Western world is on the decline due to feminism. I see that manhood has been under an incessant siege. That being a man today is synonymous with being a creep, or a misogynist. Quiet frankly, I'm just fed up with the man-hating bullshit. I'm hated for being a white male, and it is utterly asinine to be punished for past transgressions, which aren't my own. I am now veritably a post red pill, alpha male, who just keeps to himself. I'm not an asshole, but I'm no longer a pushover. I just don't put up with anyone's bullshit anymore. I've taken the red pill, and never plan on going back. I have the sight to see that this is best this path for me. MGTOW all the way!