You know, there is something odd about when men went through the same s~~~ together, something that really bounds us like blood brothers.

Back in 2014’s november, I received the news that I was going to be a father. Never been happier in my life, even knowing that my “marriage” was in almost in pieces. The t~~~ I was f~~~ing  was the bitchy bossy type, demanding s~~~s and being always right, even when she was indeed wrong. Yep, the typical female that we all saw here.

Back in this year’s January, the woman had a natural abortion, and no later than a week later, ditched me because “she doesn’t felt anything else for me” and that she had been “giving me” a chance to “atone for the sins I committed during our relationship”, since that I was the father of her child.

I’ve grieved for some time, felt the loss of both my son (that I wanted and loved more than my own life) and the thing I called family, and that s~~~ cutted me deeper than any wound I ever suffered.  After that, I went on a journey to find myself again, to find some reason to my life, as well as trying to find a meaning for such thing that happened to me.

Then I started to think like crazy to see if I could find any reason, and the only things I found was the red flags I constantly ignored in order to keep my “slaveship” (or should I say “relationship”?) running well, and in the final months for the sake of my kid, to have a traditional family environment around him.

But, the only thing I heard was that I “wasn’t enough”, that I sure did my effort to make things work, for both us and the kid, that I had become “a better man”, that I was just like a “true father”, and that she indeed felt better and more secure around me at that time, but “the love was over”… Yeah, right…

So, after seeing all the red flags that I ignored (never left her cellphone and me in the same room, even when we was lunching or dining together she always had the phone in her hands and said that “it is the game, love… there is war today” [she plays Clash of Clans], and was “chatting” with other man who lived far away from us because I was “unable to get closer to her, and that I wasn’t showing the support that she needed in her pregnancy, but that man was”…), I’ve decided to just send her to limbo and go my own way.

I am tired of being pushed around just for my dream of being a father. I am tired of having to withstand so many bulls~~~ from those c~~~s just in order to have a family, and even having one, loosing everything I had amassed in order to support that c~~~ and my kid.

Sure, I would NEVER take any money away from my kids, I would buy them the sky if I had the resources to do that (and teaching them also the meaning of things, so they don’t get spoiled), but for that t~~~, she should just stand that lazy fat ass from her couch and go to work to earn her s~~~.

Anyway, that is “my story”.

But what about who the hell am I?

I am a man who is trying to be like a shadow.  I had trained some skills to be like that on the Army, and that is the most valuable asset I have today. Being able to see, hear and feel things without being noticed is the greatest gift a man can have. Is like being able to see any trap along you way.

Being were no one expects you to be, is like removing any competition or taking a “shortcut” to every single thing that you need to do in contact with other people. They never think that you are going to show up, and they never gets prepared for your “attacks”. I think that Sun Tzu wrote this and I take it to the heart.

And, I found a new home here, among MGTOW, among fellow brothers that shared the same s~~~ I’ve been put through, and that every single day makes me learn a new skill, or some valuable advice and views that allows me to be better at my own way.

There is no better place for a man to be.

Thank you guys for accepting me between you, and I hope I may contribute to improve the lives of my fellow MGTOW men the same way they improve mine.

Cheers!

Thank you guys for accepting me between you, and I hope I may contribute to improve the lives of my fellow MGTOW men the same way they improve mine.

What you said will never be heard coming from the lips of a modern woman, it’s called gratitude, something men know instinctively, and women will never possess!  Welcome to MGTOW!

Noticed two things in one sentence ………….“it is the game, love… there is war today”………while never leaving her phone out of site.

The latter is a well known red flag……

the former could be seen as a freudian slip………was she telling you something.

Read a post recently here about listening carefully to what women say……would love to give credit but cant remember who posted .

welcome

Something I read in your introduction disturbs me greatly…It seems to me your ex continued her life after the loss of the baby like nothing happened, as if human life didn’t mean anything to her. If this is so, that is cold-blooded…

Thank you guys for accepting me between you, and I hope I may contribute to improve the lives of my fellow MGTOW men the same way they improve mine.

In all the words ever spoken since feminism started it’s march, I’ll bet my life a woman never said anything like that! Why? Because it comes from the inside, and we all know what’s inside today’s westernized woman…

Welcome to MGTOW DarkKenshi, It’s nice to make your acquaintance!

I am glad I am among friends who understand not only me, but the environment we live today and the great damage that feminism and women has dealt on our society.

But more than that, I am glad that I am among men who not only want me to improve, but want me to thrive, just like Stealthy MGTOW, who went way out of his way just to remeber me that politeness and less swearing is not only required, but is a important objective of my own improvement, to let go of my rage (that I still possess some, despite my best efforts to just let it go) and to keep taking my red pills daily.

Note…by going ZEN MGTOW, going stealth and focusing on your work you will be approach by some women as they see you as the new beta male provide they seek. You will make more money than you ever had, sleep better and life is positive. So beware of these women whom seek to enslave you. They are of the sweet type and beware of this intoxicating female nature. It will be your undoing. Later she will get crabby and you are just a piece of furniture. Then you are in hell, married and a slave. Scared to divorce for losing half your paycheck. This is my current hell I am trying to get out of.

Thank you, by the way, Stealthy… I will take these words by heart!

I already saw some of these “moments”, they happened to me a few times since I went my own way (before I discovered MGTOW and after I lost my kid, i just isolated myself and kind of went my own way), always when I am at work. There is many women here that seeks just that, the beta provider, and I refuse permanently to be one.

Anyway, thanks, gents. You are like water to a thirsty man.

I saw the red flags way after everything was lost.

To me, the only thing I think that I could gained with that relationship is that I learned to be a father, learned to be a better son to my father, and saw the red flags and took the red pill once and for all.

My son is the only thing I regret losing, because he indeed was my life after all.

My ex is a psychologist, so she knew how to hide her red flags and freudian slips better than any women I know… But, sometimes even her cannot cover some of her tracks, and it was because of them that I saw the true feminine nature.

Listening carefully what a woman says is a bitter lesson that I learned to do, the hard way.

But thank you to remember that to me. It is always good to have some of the basics reinforced to me.