I want to share a story with you about a development after I became MGTOW – it’s about NAWALTs. It’s not about how I became MGTOW (It’s far too long for a post), but still some of you may learn a thing or share the experience.

It’s about a woman that sparked the red pill and still shares my house. We fell in love one year ago, we both flew very high and then things got very absurd very fast. In April this year (2014) I my birthday gift for her was a trip to Las Vegas so she could see Meat Loaf on her birthday. I paid about 3k Dollars for it (haha, me stupid!). At the evening before departure she started the topic about marriage (again), if we would marry in Vegas. I may be stupid considering expensive birthday gifts, but marriage is another topic and I bluntly answered that surely we won’t marry in Vegas. The brit would say… she was not amused (she just started her Karate lessons and tried to punch me in the face and kick me – no matter how ofter I send her to the floor).

Vegas was nice, but I noticed semething is wrong… about three weeks after holidays she told me she f~~~ed her ex friend.  I’m for sexual freedom so I said ‘so what, don’t make it a habit so it’s ok’. Btw, she lived in my house for free. Things went on, sex declined, stress increased. She moaned about we wouldn’t do enough with each other (she braught in her daughter who practically shut down any free time) any although we managed to do special moments (among the fact, that we had a vacation worth 3k). My stress became hillarious because of my mother also living in my house (that’s another story, but the important one). The more my stress grew, the worse my relationship became.

Long story short, in July she told me we are done, she is with her ex friend (in the time I needed her most she decided to leave). It was ok, but what really did hurt me – it was the time around soccer world championship. We did not have much time and she watched the games with her mother – she told me – while somtimes I cared for her daughter. When finals came (now guess which country I am from), both of us had time and I proposed that we should watch it together. She said that she watched it with her mother and she must stick to it.

After she told me we are done I counted one and one and realized she was f~~~ing her ex friend during this… yes, I’m stupid and I won’t complain.

We flew so high and crashed so hard, I started to look for an explanation and I found it on the MGTOW topics. So instead of griefing (I was a MGTOW long before, but I just did know the reasons), I went fully MGTOW and laughed about it.

That was the epilogue, now to the topic. As a human, she is a really fine person and I still like and love her as a human. She earns her own money and handles her life. After all (and after all I still have to write) I won’t change my opinion about that.

After she quit I told her (and she did it by herself) to move out. In the beginning of that I also told her no longer to see her ex friend (she was impressed), but after I took the red pill, I just did not give a f~~~ and I told her so. I explaind MGTOW to her and she understood. She paid me a rent for living in my house and things started to be fine. No longer I was a careholder for her, I went my way, she f~~~ed her ex friend and I had a ‘roommate’ I liked as a human. It  was kinda ‘her ex friend now is the idiot and I have the fun’. I had a best friend with huge boobs I could f~~~ from time to time without the pitty obligations of a girl friend. Life was perfect.

But… I’m not as stupid it may seem, I installed my MGTOW bulls~~~ detectors, never again will I go to slavery. I knew that my and her feelings f~~~ing each other may lead us to the same s~~~ we have been through.

The cautios dream of having a best friend with titties just evaporated.  I still like her as a human, but when it comes to feelings, she just turns into a typical woman. Right now she ended her… whatever it was with her ex friend. We had a conversation a week ago. She started to talk about relationship. I told her I surely love her as a human, but surely I do not love her as a woman. She told me I’m too harsh in my position. From that point she just went completely ‘woman’.

My point is not to point her out as a stupid bitch. When it comes to her feelings, yes, she is a stupid c~~~. As a human being, she is one of the very few honest persons I have met. She is trapped in her nature as a woman (and she clearly stated to stick to it) and the friendship we share is not enough.

So my point is, you may find a woman that is really cool, she may care for herself and you can have fun with her. But (but): When it comes to her need for security, she looses all self esteam and any connection to reality. Her own fear given by nature that dictates her to have a male care bearer strips her of all rationality she possesses.

I will find out if she will trade all the support I offer all my friends for her special need as a woman. It’s nothing new to me that woman suffer in a similar way men do when it comes to romantic relationships. There are moments she undestands it… but not when she needs it most.

So that’s why I have written down this story. It may happen that you meet a woman who seems to be AWALT… as soon she allows you to put your dick in her pussy – forget about rationality and AWALT.