I realized that even though I’m at a point in my life to where I can get most women I desire, I don’t care anymore. I’m into bodybuilding and riding motorcycles. Both of these interest draw women to me like crazy, but I just don’t give a damn about them being apart of my life anymore. I can take them or leave them. I enjoy sex, but gone are the days of driving miles and spending lot of time and effort to obtain it. I would like to think entering my thirty’s had a lot to do with calming my libido down enough to take a look around me. On further examination, I noticed that every time I’ve been strap for cash and the bills was over due, I had the funds, but ended up spending them on a women or the pursuit them. This mad me sick with stress. I’ve even lost jobs chasing the golden vagina. I declare that those days are over. I’m sure I will be tested. I’m realizing that I have a problem with ownership when it comes to women that I’ve been involved with. Once I get them, I want them all to myself. Even if the women isn’t seeing me anymore, I get mad when she starts seeing another men. I feel like I’m not good enough for her, then I try to lure her back to me by using skills I’ve learned over the last 15 years of dating. It was a endless cycle that would leave me broke, hurt, and confused. But no more! That is over. I’m working everyday to free myself from that type of conditioning. I do have one female friend that has actually been there for me through some very hard times in my life. She is super rare. I’ve actually told her about all of the thoughts going on in my head and so far she hasn’t bad mouth me or done anything negative. But I’m willing to let her fall my the way side if that changes.

When I’m on Facebook and see memes about being “real” men and other nonsense, I can’t help but respond to it. I’m often met with rage, anger, and questioning my sexual preference. Being black in America, the best way to attack us is to call us gay or weak. Because black men have been over sexualized in this country and any attack on that image can instantly damage him. But now when that card is played, I just ignore it and keep going my own way.

I’m happy that I’ve finally decided to take the red pill.

Thank you for you time.

GhostingTyXy

I like bikes too, f~~~, anything with an engine, a big engine! I use to ride my brother’s 12,000 sportster on one wheel till the road turned, I even have an AMX that can do a wheelie. I rode a unicycle when I was a kid, I purchased a used one just like it. You never forget how to ride, bulls~~~! I fell off it immediately! I haven’t been on it since!

You’ll find real people here, not feminized plastic pussy pops, enjoy the forums! My brother of another mother of a different color; WELCOME to MGTOW, tell us your way, it’s unique to you, and entertaining to us……

Also, they play the gay card on white guys too,  but I’ve learned to not even care about anything they say or do as there is a overwhelming chance it’s a lie. It’s also natural to want them for yourself, but they don’t play that game these days.  You are the only one you can really count on.

I hope you find it inspirational, with all the Info it got even right now.