HAAAARK! HARK! Triton, Hark! Bellow, bid our father the sea king rise from the depths, full foul in his fury! Black waves, teeming with salt foam to smother these young women with pungent slime. To choke them! Engorging their organs, til they turn blue and bloated with bilge and brine and can scream no more. Only when he, crowned in c~~~le shells, with slithering tentacle tail and steaming beard, take up his fell befitted arm, his coral-tined trident screaming banshee like in the tempest, and plunges right through their gullets. Bursting them! Bloated bladders no more, but blasted bloody film for the harpies and the souls of dead sailors to pick, and claw, and feed upon, only to be lapped up and swallowed by the infinite waters of the Dread Emperor himself. Forgotten! To any man, to any time, forgotten to any god or devil, forgotten even to the sea. For any stuff or part of Women, even any scantling of their souls are women no more, but are now, themselves, the sea!

Before, I would chase after women online. This was not time-efficient. I’d have to go on some website, find women, find if they are interested in men, respond to their public communications, and hope that they responded back.

For example, if I was on a literature website, I’d have to find female users, then read their literature to see if they were interested in men, make some comment on their literature, and then wait for a response. This whole process sometimes consumed hours, and was nearly as time-inefficient as watching porn.

Even sometimes, those women didn’t respond. Other times, they removed my comment or reported it. So the process was time-inefficient as well as not receptive.

A few days ago, I wasted 4 whole hours communicating with some lady until she blocked me.

But now, I have a new goal: only communicate with women who communicate with me first. That means that a lady has to send me the first private message, and not vice versa. In this way, I don’t waste time chasing after women.

For example, I can share literature on the website, go offline to focus on work plans, return back to see if anyone commented to my literature, and reply back. This saves a lot of time with respect to finding women. I also would feel less like a predator. Instead of wasting 4 hours talking with a lady, I can dedicate 4 hours to my work plans.

I’ve had many goals before. One of my first goals was to stop watching porn. Years ago, whenever I watched porn, I would send very explicit messages to women and they’d block me or report me. I’d even get banned from websites. I never thought I could stop watching porn, yet I quit watching it! I couldn’t believe I stopped watching it, and it was such a great goal! I’ve been very proud of myself for overcoming my porn addiction.

Afterwards I set myself on a new goal. My next goal was to stop privately messaging women. I found myself wasting hours with privately messaging women when I could’ve been focused on more important tasks. And I did find ways to stop privately messaging women! I believe I even had 3 consecutive weeks where I didn’t privately message any lady!

But even after publicly communicating with women on websites, I find myself getting blocked. So now I feel that I need to stop communicating with women unless they communicate with me first. Instead of communicating with women; I will communicate with a virtual crowd, group, or general public. I would only communicate with a lady if she communicates with me first; and so I don’t have to waste time with chasing women.

A lot of women might not like a man because of his mental illness, physical impairment, gender, sexuality, religion, hair, nationality, ethnicity, skin color, race, age, economy, and height. So it might be most time-efficient if I let them approach me rather than let myself approach them. Even if they don’t approach me, then I at least don’t wast my time with chasing them and I win.

If I choose to not be carnal, people in my neighborhood might mislabel me as gay and attack me for that. Also, women at my age dress in ways that appeal to my carnality. Some women are even paid to be carnal by their employers, like wearing certain clothes for work. Some men outright pay women to be carnal. And it would not be easy avoiding carnality if women are being paid to promote or encourage it.

However, when I become older, I’ll be able to not be carnal. I don’t think old men are targeted for not being carnal. Even if they are, older women usually aren’t as appealingly dressed as young women, where I live. Older women are usually not encouraged or paid to be carnal.

Carnality is a tool that some societies use to encourage young men to have sex with young women and to bring forth babies for armies, labor, and inheritance. But such a tool doesn’t work in the older population where old women can no longer conceive.

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I was walking outside today, with this new theory, and I just felt like I had the right to compliment beautiful women. I’ve not complimented a women offline in a decade though. And even if my society supports carnality, that doesn’t mean that it supports carnal colored men. Women can be discriminant against, or taught to be discriminant against a man for his mental illness, physical impairment, gender, sexuality, religion, hair, nationality, ethnicity, skin color, race, age, economy, and height. Also, some women are lesbians and wouldn’t feel comfortable with compliments from men. Other women are married or have boyfriends.

I’ve been privately messaging women with a carnal intent. and of course, when i message with carnal intent, I get blocked and stuff. Today, I wasted 4 hours watching some lady on Twitch, privately messaging her, only to get blocked.

I can still be carnal, but I just don’t want to be carnal towards women. I will continue looking at photos of cloth fashion models and youtube videos of women doing yoga, but I don’t want to privately message women anymore (unless they privately message me first. And culturally where I live, men are expected to message women first, so yeah . . .)

Someone suggested that I should find friends. Maybe there are men like me who struggle with this bad habit of messaging women too.